1 00:00:52,929 --> 00:00:55,848 I found a song that saved me through time. 2 00:00:57,683 --> 00:00:59,852 A song that opened my life up to things 3 00:01:00,770 --> 00:01:02,438 I couldn't have possibly imagined. 4 00:01:04,941 --> 00:01:06,317 It made me believe 5 00:01:07,944 --> 00:01:09,362 that dreams do come true. 6 00:01:12,865 --> 00:01:14,784 I dreamed of something good 7 00:01:14,867 --> 00:01:16,619 with my dad before he died, 8 00:01:17,536 --> 00:01:18,913 of being a good husband, 9 00:01:19,455 --> 00:01:20,581 a good father, 10 00:01:21,958 --> 00:01:24,794 of writing songs that could touch the hearts of millions 11 00:01:26,003 --> 00:01:28,214 with the same hope that music gave to me. 12 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:32,134 And it all came true. 13 00:01:33,886 --> 00:01:36,806 But what comes next when you've gotten all your dreams? 14 00:01:37,640 --> 00:01:40,726 After all the applause dies down and the crowds go home, 15 00:01:41,811 --> 00:01:44,063 is there life after the happily-ever-after? 16 00:01:45,356 --> 00:01:46,774 When it all gets hard again, 17 00:01:48,693 --> 00:01:50,528 when the pain never seems to go away? 18 00:01:53,155 --> 00:01:54,949 What do you do when the only thing 19 00:01:55,616 --> 00:01:59,745 in the whole world you have to hold on to is a song? 20 00:02:26,272 --> 00:02:27,565 Hey, Bart, the bus is here. 21 00:02:28,065 --> 00:02:30,860 I just got Gracie down for a nap. You about ready to leave or no? 22 00:02:33,946 --> 00:02:35,239 Well, dang. 23 00:02:36,115 --> 00:02:39,577 Bummer. I mean, I was really hoping to see Sam before I left. 24 00:02:39,660 --> 00:02:40,745 I wonder where he is. 25 00:02:42,496 --> 00:02:44,290 I was gonna let him borrow my Nano. 26 00:02:44,373 --> 00:02:47,084 Loaded up some sweet new U2, 27 00:02:47,168 --> 00:02:49,003 some Jars, 28 00:02:49,086 --> 00:02:50,588 big band. 29 00:02:51,505 --> 00:02:52,923 Oh, well. 30 00:02:53,007 --> 00:02:54,383 Too bad he's not here. 31 00:02:54,467 --> 00:02:55,760 Yes, 32 00:02:55,843 --> 00:02:58,512 that is too bad. 33 00:03:12,818 --> 00:03:13,903 Hey, big man. 34 00:03:14,779 --> 00:03:15,946 You wanna talk about it? 35 00:03:16,572 --> 00:03:19,241 Why do you always miss the good stuff? 36 00:03:20,534 --> 00:03:21,744 Buddy, 37 00:03:21,827 --> 00:03:24,372 your dad's out working for us, Sam. 38 00:03:24,455 --> 00:03:26,791 But yeah, I'll miss him, too. 39 00:03:26,874 --> 00:03:28,459 I'll be back in two days, okay? 40 00:03:28,542 --> 00:03:30,544 And then you and me, maybe we could... 41 00:03:33,130 --> 00:03:34,507 What should we listen to? 42 00:03:35,341 --> 00:03:36,425 Here, you pick. 43 00:03:57,571 --> 00:03:59,865 I Can Only Imagine by MercyMe, 44 00:03:59,949 --> 00:04:04,245 one of the most beloved songs of all time, shows no signs of slowing down. 45 00:04:04,328 --> 00:04:08,332 As MercyMe's surprise hit I Can Only Imagine shook the world 46 00:04:08,416 --> 00:04:09,750 and went double platinum. 47 00:04:09,834 --> 00:04:11,210 And here it is, by popular demand, 48 00:04:11,293 --> 00:04:13,337 the song that everyone is talking about, 49 00:04:13,421 --> 00:04:15,840 coming in this week at number one. 50 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:17,508 ...1 Can Only Imagine. 51 00:04:17,591 --> 00:04:21,387 This group reached number four on the Adult Contemporary radio charts 52 00:04:21,470 --> 00:04:24,432 and soared to number one in Christian Radio. 53 00:04:24,515 --> 00:04:26,058 Here's MercyMe. 54 00:04:27,226 --> 00:04:28,227 All right. 55 00:04:30,855 --> 00:04:32,982 It's such an honor to announce the nominees 56 00:04:33,065 --> 00:04:35,109 for the best Christian Artist of the year. 57 00:04:35,192 --> 00:04:37,945 You boys better have that money ready. If we win, I'm doin' it. 58 00:04:38,028 --> 00:04:40,990 What exactly are we doing, Bartholomew? 59 00:04:41,532 --> 00:04:43,993 He's gotta use whatever we write in his speech. 60 00:04:44,076 --> 00:04:45,953 And he can't look at it till he gets on stage. 61 00:04:46,036 --> 00:04:47,955 I'm so not comfortable with this. 62 00:04:48,038 --> 00:04:49,915 Shut up, Robby. 63 00:04:49,999 --> 00:04:51,542 Man, I hope we lose. 64 00:04:51,625 --> 00:04:52,918 And the winner is... 65 00:04:53,002 --> 00:04:55,754 MercyMe for I Can Only Imagine! 66 00:05:04,597 --> 00:05:05,723 Who am I kiddin'? 67 00:05:05,806 --> 00:05:08,100 I'm just a kid from Greenville, Texas, you know. 68 00:05:12,146 --> 00:05:13,147 I--- 69 00:05:13,230 --> 00:05:16,233 My meemaw used to say to me, she'd say, "Pickles..." 70 00:05:17,526 --> 00:05:19,069 Pickles was her nickname for me. 71 00:05:19,153 --> 00:05:21,113 It's very endearing. 72 00:05:21,197 --> 00:05:22,239 And she would say, 73 00:05:22,323 --> 00:05:25,034 "Sometimes, happily-ever-afters do come true.” 74 00:05:25,743 --> 00:05:29,079 But then she'd say, "Don't bet on it. Get a real job,"” you know? So... 75 00:05:30,873 --> 00:05:33,751 Meemaw, God is good. Dreams do come true. 76 00:05:33,834 --> 00:05:35,836 Thank you so much, everyone. Have a great night. 77 00:05:45,971 --> 00:05:49,600 All right. Easy money, boys. Easy money. Thank you. 78 00:05:52,520 --> 00:05:54,396 -Hey. -Hi, I just thought I'd check in on ya. 79 00:05:54,480 --> 00:05:57,483 -We won. -Again? I'm so proud of you guys! 80 00:05:57,566 --> 00:05:59,235 Babe! That's awesome. 81 00:05:59,318 --> 00:06:01,362 Yeah, we're gonna have to take another box of these things 82 00:06:01,445 --> 00:06:02,988 to storage if we keep winning. 83 00:06:03,072 --> 00:06:04,532 I'm glad one of us is winning. 84 00:06:04,615 --> 00:06:06,408 Sounds like World War Ill. 85 00:06:06,492 --> 00:06:08,702 That would somehow be easier. 86 00:06:09,411 --> 00:06:10,996 Hey, I know Sam wanted to talk to you. 87 00:06:11,080 --> 00:06:13,582 Sam, you wanna talk to Daddy? Here you go. 88 00:06:13,666 --> 00:06:15,417 -Hey, Dad. -Hey, Sam. 89 00:06:15,501 --> 00:06:17,086 How's the party going? 90 00:06:17,169 --> 00:06:18,337 Are you having fun, big man? 91 00:06:18,420 --> 00:06:19,588 I barfed. 92 00:06:19,672 --> 00:06:21,048 Is that right? 93 00:06:21,131 --> 00:06:23,050 I won the costume contest. 94 00:06:23,133 --> 00:06:24,552 That's great, bud. 95 00:06:24,635 --> 00:06:26,762 Man, I bet you were a great Legolas. 96 00:06:26,845 --> 00:06:28,055 The bow and arrow, how's your aim? 97 00:06:28,138 --> 00:06:29,890 I shot the white lamp and it broke, 98 00:06:29,974 --> 00:06:31,600 so Mommy took it away. 99 00:06:32,268 --> 00:06:33,727 I never cared for that lamp. 100 00:06:33,811 --> 00:06:35,479 All right, Sam. Say bye to Daddy. 101 00:06:35,563 --> 00:06:38,023 -Bye, Daddy. I love you. -I love you too, big man. 102 00:06:38,983 --> 00:06:42,361 Hi. I'm back. I'm outta gas, man. 103 00:06:42,444 --> 00:06:43,571 Hang in there, Shannon. 104 00:06:43,654 --> 00:06:46,073 Just another tour, couple more albums 105 00:06:46,156 --> 00:06:47,283 and we're gonna be set. 106 00:06:47,366 --> 00:06:50,119 You know, I think that's what you said last tour. 107 00:06:50,202 --> 00:06:51,537 Yeah, that's fair. 108 00:06:52,162 --> 00:06:54,665 And great. Someone gave Sam back his bow and arrow. 109 00:06:54,748 --> 00:06:56,208 I gotta go. Love you, Millard. 110 00:06:56,292 --> 00:06:57,501 You too, M... 111 00:07:29,825 --> 00:07:32,036 I want you to go chase your dream. 112 00:07:33,621 --> 00:07:35,789 And I want you to catch it. 113 00:07:36,415 --> 00:07:37,625 I promise. 114 00:07:45,883 --> 00:07:47,426 I caught my dream, Dad. 115 00:07:52,097 --> 00:07:53,182 I miss you. 116 00:08:00,105 --> 00:08:01,649 -Hey, babe. -Bart? 117 00:08:02,274 --> 00:08:04,735 -Shannon, what's going on? -I can't get Sam to wake up. 118 00:08:04,818 --> 00:08:06,278 -What? -I can't get Sam to wake up! 119 00:08:12,368 --> 00:08:14,495 -Baby, Mommy and Daddy are here, okay? -Coming through. 120 00:08:14,578 --> 00:08:17,581 We're all right here for you. You just need to keep breathing for me, okay? 121 00:08:17,665 --> 00:08:19,708 Everything is gonna be okay. You're okay. 122 00:08:19,792 --> 00:08:20,918 No, no, I've gotta... 123 00:08:30,052 --> 00:08:31,178 Hi. 124 00:08:31,261 --> 00:08:32,471 -Hey! -I'm here, baby. 125 00:08:36,016 --> 00:08:37,017 I'm here. 126 00:08:37,768 --> 00:08:38,852 What... 127 00:08:41,814 --> 00:08:42,815 What happened? 128 00:08:43,691 --> 00:08:47,695 He had a seizure... or something, 129 00:08:47,778 --> 00:08:49,863 and now they can't get him to wake up. 130 00:08:50,531 --> 00:08:51,907 I don't really know. 131 00:08:53,492 --> 00:08:55,160 -It's okay. -Bart, I'm scared. 132 00:08:55,244 --> 00:08:56,453 I know, I know. 133 00:08:57,788 --> 00:08:58,872 Me too. 134 00:09:00,165 --> 00:09:03,085 Paging Dr. Lund, line three. 135 00:09:03,168 --> 00:09:04,795 Dr. Lund, line three. 136 00:09:14,346 --> 00:09:16,390 Mama, I'm thirsty. 137 00:09:18,642 --> 00:09:19,977 Hi! 138 00:09:20,060 --> 00:09:21,520 Baby! 139 00:09:22,062 --> 00:09:23,480 Baby, hi! 140 00:09:23,981 --> 00:09:27,985 Right. So we just... lower his sugar intake, and then what? 141 00:09:28,068 --> 00:09:30,237 He's got to lose some weight or something, right? 142 00:09:30,320 --> 00:09:32,531 No. Once again, that is Type 2 diabetes. 143 00:09:32,614 --> 00:09:34,575 Your son has Type 1. 144 00:09:35,909 --> 00:09:38,746 This insulin is life support. 145 00:09:39,496 --> 00:09:42,499 Sam's glucose was 840. 146 00:09:42,583 --> 00:09:44,501 That's 10 times the normal range. 147 00:09:45,169 --> 00:09:47,129 There's another kid here that's slightly higher than him 148 00:09:47,212 --> 00:09:48,756 that we haven't been able to stabilize yet. 149 00:09:48,839 --> 00:09:50,674 And if you would have gotten him here any later, 150 00:09:50,758 --> 00:09:53,051 Sam would have been in the exact same position. 151 00:09:53,135 --> 00:09:54,845 I wish it could be different 152 00:09:55,554 --> 00:09:56,972 but this is Sam's life now. 153 00:09:58,182 --> 00:09:59,266 It's yours, too. 154 00:10:07,775 --> 00:10:09,777 Do we have to, Daddy? 155 00:10:12,988 --> 00:10:14,198 Yeah, buddy. 156 00:10:15,616 --> 00:10:16,742 I'm afraid we do. 157 00:10:18,577 --> 00:10:20,329 I need your finger, okay? 158 00:10:20,996 --> 00:10:22,080 Okay. 159 00:10:23,624 --> 00:10:24,875 Okay, bud. 160 00:10:26,376 --> 00:10:27,878 Wait, wait, wait. 161 00:10:28,921 --> 00:10:31,673 What do you do when you're scared? 162 00:10:40,432 --> 00:10:43,435 I think everything's a little less scary with a friend, right? 163 00:10:48,732 --> 00:10:49,983 Watch me. 164 00:10:53,195 --> 00:10:54,738 That's not so bad. 165 00:10:54,822 --> 00:10:55,906 Okay? 166 00:10:57,324 --> 00:10:58,784 It just stings a little bit. 167 00:11:00,244 --> 00:11:01,537 You wanna pick out a song? 168 00:11:03,247 --> 00:11:04,456 Okay. 169 00:11:05,082 --> 00:11:06,250 Pick a good one. 170 00:11:15,717 --> 00:11:16,760 Good choice. 171 00:11:18,345 --> 00:11:19,555 Okay, buddy. 172 00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:26,103 -Hey, hey, it's okay. Good job. -It's okay. It's okay. 173 00:11:32,818 --> 00:11:33,819 All right, buddy. 174 00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:39,908 -Yep. You're okay. -Okay. 175 00:11:41,034 --> 00:11:42,202 You're hurting me. 176 00:11:42,286 --> 00:11:44,496 It's okay. Daddy's just trying to help. 177 00:11:44,580 --> 00:11:45,831 Get away from me! 178 00:11:47,249 --> 00:11:51,336 I don't have my phone. I think I left my phone in the... in the car. 179 00:11:52,212 --> 00:11:53,255 I gotta... 180 00:12:33,462 --> 00:12:34,755 I'm so sorry. 181 00:12:47,017 --> 00:12:50,854 No, no, no. 182 00:13:09,790 --> 00:13:11,333 You're not good enough, Bart. 183 00:13:18,048 --> 00:13:19,675 Dreams don't pay the bills. 184 00:13:23,178 --> 00:13:24,763 Nothing good comes from it. 185 00:13:25,764 --> 00:13:27,140 All it does... 186 00:13:28,266 --> 00:13:30,435 is keep you from all this. 187 00:13:32,437 --> 00:13:34,189 From knowing what's real. 188 00:13:36,650 --> 00:13:39,027 -Wake up! -Dad, Charlie took my Game Boy! 189 00:13:39,111 --> 00:13:40,404 Give her back her Game Boy. 190 00:13:40,487 --> 00:13:41,989 Give it back! 191 00:13:53,625 --> 00:13:54,918 Hey, Mom's home! 192 00:13:55,002 --> 00:13:56,003 -Mom! -Mom! 193 00:13:58,964 --> 00:14:00,424 Give it back! 194 00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:02,759 So when were you guys planning on cleaning up? 195 00:14:02,843 --> 00:14:05,429 It looks like a neutron bomb went off in here. 196 00:14:05,512 --> 00:14:08,765 All right, everybody. Come on, guys. Clean-up duty right now. Let's go. 197 00:14:09,599 --> 00:14:11,768 -Come on. Come on. -Miles. 198 00:14:11,852 --> 00:14:13,854 You're Donald Ducking it again, bro. 199 00:14:13,937 --> 00:14:15,772 -What's that? -Wear your pants. 200 00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:18,025 Can you go find some pants, please? 201 00:14:18,108 --> 00:14:19,609 -Gracie, could you please help Miles... -Okay. 202 00:14:19,693 --> 00:14:21,486 -...find some pants? -You got it, Mom. 203 00:14:21,570 --> 00:14:22,738 -Thank you. -Miles. 204 00:14:22,821 --> 00:14:24,489 Charlie, clean-up duty. Now. 205 00:14:24,573 --> 00:14:26,158 All over it, Mom. 206 00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:33,081 Back in the old flower chair. 207 00:14:34,249 --> 00:14:35,667 Must have been a hard day. 208 00:14:35,751 --> 00:14:36,877 Any luck writing? 209 00:14:37,627 --> 00:14:39,171 I got nothing. 210 00:14:39,254 --> 00:14:41,048 How was your counseling thing? 211 00:14:41,923 --> 00:14:44,134 Good. Lonely, but good. 212 00:14:44,217 --> 00:14:46,219 You're welcome to step in anytime. 213 00:14:46,303 --> 00:14:49,056 I think it's really helping me, and I thought you might... 214 00:14:49,139 --> 00:14:50,182 I know, I know. 215 00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:53,477 This is the part where you tell me touring is the only therapy you'll ever need. 216 00:14:56,354 --> 00:14:57,522 I hope you're right. 217 00:15:02,569 --> 00:15:03,820 How is he? 218 00:15:03,904 --> 00:15:05,572 He hasn't been out of his room. 219 00:15:05,655 --> 00:15:07,282 He's late. Again. 220 00:15:09,409 --> 00:15:10,952 By about 37 minutes. 221 00:15:11,578 --> 00:15:14,164 Mom, Miles needs you. 222 00:15:16,374 --> 00:15:18,543 Why don't you let me handle Sam and you help the... 223 00:15:20,504 --> 00:15:24,382 And so the thing that I really love while playing ukulele is trying... 224 00:15:24,466 --> 00:15:26,468 Just keep playing it like that, right? 225 00:15:26,551 --> 00:15:28,678 And then take something away. And then... 226 00:15:29,471 --> 00:15:31,348 There's a surprise right there, right? 227 00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:33,266 If you like what you're watching and you're... 228 00:15:38,980 --> 00:15:39,981 Hey, man. 229 00:15:43,527 --> 00:15:44,528 Sam. 230 00:15:45,737 --> 00:15:46,988 Can you hear me? 231 00:15:47,072 --> 00:15:48,198 Sorry, what? 232 00:15:48,281 --> 00:15:50,492 You were supposed to check your blood sugar, like, 40 minutes ago. 233 00:15:50,575 --> 00:15:54,287 You got time for your music, so make time for your insulin. All right? 234 00:15:54,371 --> 00:15:56,039 Sorry. Yeah, I just kind of got carried away. 235 00:15:56,665 --> 00:15:57,791 Okay. 236 00:15:57,874 --> 00:15:58,875 Well, how about now? 237 00:16:00,252 --> 00:16:01,253 Yeah. Sorry. 238 00:16:11,054 --> 00:16:12,931 See, Sam, this is why we do this. 239 00:16:13,515 --> 00:16:14,683 You're low. 240 00:16:15,517 --> 00:16:16,768 Come on, eat. 241 00:16:16,852 --> 00:16:18,270 I'm not hungry. 242 00:16:19,354 --> 00:16:22,566 Come on, Sam. I'm not doing this again. You know what this is, son. 243 00:16:22,649 --> 00:16:23,984 -This is life support. -Life support. 244 00:16:24,067 --> 00:16:26,069 No, I heard you the first 300 times that you said it. 245 00:16:26,153 --> 00:16:27,445 Sam. 246 00:16:27,571 --> 00:16:28,572 Hey, look at me. 247 00:16:28,655 --> 00:16:30,157 You said you wanted to handle this on your own 248 00:16:30,240 --> 00:16:31,825 and this is what that looks like. 249 00:16:31,908 --> 00:16:33,410 Your dad and I can't be here every time... 250 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:35,036 Okay. Do you think I like grounding you? 251 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:36,454 Do you think I like taking your phone away? 252 00:16:37,956 --> 00:16:38,957 Fine. 253 00:16:40,417 --> 00:16:41,751 Sammy, where are you going? 254 00:16:41,835 --> 00:16:43,128 I don't know. Ask him. 255 00:16:43,628 --> 00:16:45,839 He probably has my whole life mapped out on those charts. 256 00:16:50,051 --> 00:16:51,887 It's Brick. I gotta take this. 257 00:16:53,054 --> 00:16:54,347 Brick, talk to me. 258 00:16:55,557 --> 00:16:57,642 Yep. Yep. On my way. 259 00:17:15,202 --> 00:17:16,620 No. 260 00:18:07,545 --> 00:18:09,381 I will get you, Tim. 261 00:18:11,341 --> 00:18:12,425 That was like, right at my head. 262 00:18:13,343 --> 00:18:15,011 I can't feel my face. 263 00:18:16,930 --> 00:18:18,139 What? 264 00:18:18,223 --> 00:18:19,474 I got the tour. 265 00:18:20,141 --> 00:18:21,977 Babe! That's incredible. 266 00:18:22,978 --> 00:18:24,604 Congrats. 267 00:18:25,105 --> 00:18:27,232 Honey, you've worked so hard for this. 268 00:18:28,275 --> 00:18:29,442 Come here. 269 00:18:30,777 --> 00:18:32,362 I'm so proud of you. 270 00:18:33,780 --> 00:18:36,157 When you least expect it, Tim Timmons! 271 00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:44,874 -Hey. -Hey. 272 00:18:46,209 --> 00:18:48,670 -I'm sorry it's not more money. -Don't do that. 273 00:18:48,753 --> 00:18:50,630 This tour is your dream. 274 00:18:52,007 --> 00:18:53,300 It's our dream. 275 00:18:53,383 --> 00:18:54,759 Okay? I'll pick up extra shifts. 276 00:18:54,843 --> 00:18:55,844 -It'll be fine. -Okay. 277 00:18:55,927 --> 00:18:57,012 You would do the same for me. 278 00:18:57,971 --> 00:18:59,264 Don't. 279 00:18:59,347 --> 00:19:00,348 Okay. Bye. 280 00:19:05,312 --> 00:19:07,689 -Hey, whoa. I know that. What is that? -No, it... 281 00:19:09,399 --> 00:19:10,734 It's nothing. 282 00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:12,193 You have a big day. 283 00:19:13,069 --> 00:19:14,487 Go! Shoo! 284 00:19:15,113 --> 00:19:16,406 I know what this is. 285 00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:18,908 - I know what this means. You're ready. -No. Do you? 286 00:19:18,992 --> 00:19:20,035 Yeah. You're ready. Come on. 287 00:19:20,118 --> 00:19:21,202 -Give me your wrist. -Yeah, no. 288 00:19:21,286 --> 00:19:22,370 -You sure? -No, no, no. 289 00:19:22,454 --> 00:19:23,872 Still a work in progress over here, bud. 290 00:19:24,622 --> 00:19:26,416 -Okay. -Ask me again tomorrow. 291 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:28,668 It's kinda cute to tell you no. 292 00:19:28,752 --> 00:19:29,961 Is it? 293 00:19:31,296 --> 00:19:34,632 For now, you keep your weird rituals to yourself. 294 00:19:34,716 --> 00:19:38,678 And you keep this stethoscope thingy handy for later. 295 00:19:38,762 --> 00:19:39,846 Weirdo. 296 00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:43,266 What does that even mean? 297 00:19:43,350 --> 00:19:45,101 I don't know. You're gonna find out. 298 00:19:46,811 --> 00:19:48,063 Hey! No, actually, really. 299 00:19:48,146 --> 00:19:49,522 -What... -Stop talking. 300 00:19:49,606 --> 00:19:50,899 Got it. Okay. 301 00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:58,531 You took it too far, Timmons. 302 00:19:58,615 --> 00:20:00,450 Two guitars bagged... 303 00:20:01,159 --> 00:20:03,244 You're ready. Ready. 304 00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:15,006 Gentlemen, 305 00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:17,008 with a heavy heart, 306 00:20:17,092 --> 00:20:18,385 Jim is cashin' in. 307 00:20:18,468 --> 00:20:21,012 He wants to spend more time with his family. 308 00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:27,143 And apparently, Audio Adrenaline is calling it quits, too, 309 00:20:27,227 --> 00:20:30,021 because Mark's voice can't take the abuse anymore. 310 00:20:30,647 --> 00:20:31,815 So... 311 00:20:32,357 --> 00:20:35,318 it seems we find ourselves at the crossroads. 312 00:20:35,402 --> 00:20:39,030 One band member down and no headliner. 313 00:20:40,156 --> 00:20:41,616 So where does that leave us? 314 00:20:41,699 --> 00:20:42,951 We're alone. 315 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,036 Utterly alone. 316 00:20:45,120 --> 00:20:49,082 Well, that was what you call a rhetorical question, Nathan, but thank you. 317 00:20:49,165 --> 00:20:51,042 Now, the silver linin' here is 318 00:20:51,126 --> 00:20:53,461 that now you boys are the headliner. 319 00:20:54,504 --> 00:20:57,549 Imagine has had more lives than a stray cat. 320 00:20:57,632 --> 00:21:03,596 But... record sales have not exactly been stellar as of late. 321 00:21:04,097 --> 00:21:07,308 And we haven't had a hit single in quite a while now. 322 00:21:08,143 --> 00:21:09,769 So the question is, 323 00:21:11,438 --> 00:21:13,314 are we headliner material? 324 00:21:18,236 --> 00:21:21,072 And I am open to any new ideas, fellas. 325 00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:24,033 He's talking about you, Bart. 326 00:21:24,826 --> 00:21:27,412 You got another hit cookin'? 327 00:21:27,495 --> 00:21:28,746 Be good timing. 328 00:21:29,372 --> 00:21:31,166 He's got nothin'. You don't have anything? 329 00:21:31,249 --> 00:21:33,585 -He's got nothing. Yep. -Very helpful, Mike. Thank you. 330 00:21:33,668 --> 00:21:35,920 If we're headlining, who's the opening act? 331 00:21:38,506 --> 00:21:39,591 Hi. 332 00:21:40,758 --> 00:21:44,220 I don't know who needs to hear this, but I think your bus is on fire. 333 00:21:45,013 --> 00:21:46,473 -Oh, no. -No, I'm kidding. 334 00:21:46,556 --> 00:21:47,765 I'm kidding. 335 00:21:47,849 --> 00:21:49,767 But I did hear that that happened once. 336 00:21:49,851 --> 00:21:52,353 It was the incense. It helps me unwind. 337 00:21:52,437 --> 00:21:53,646 I am sorry about that. 338 00:21:53,730 --> 00:21:57,108 Boys, this is Tim Timmons. He's your opening act. 339 00:21:57,192 --> 00:21:59,110 -Tim, MercyMe. -Wow, guys. 340 00:21:59,194 --> 00:22:01,571 It is so good for you to meet me. 341 00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:03,406 Okay. That's new. 342 00:22:04,073 --> 00:22:05,492 Are there any snacks? 343 00:22:06,993 --> 00:22:08,203 -Thank you so much. -Pick out your bunk, bro. 344 00:22:08,286 --> 00:22:09,537 -Hey, great. -Yeah. 345 00:22:09,621 --> 00:22:10,622 -I'm gonna be back for that. -Okay. 346 00:22:10,705 --> 00:22:12,415 Life of the party. 347 00:22:12,499 --> 00:22:15,335 He's a barrel full of monkeys, isn't he? 348 00:22:15,418 --> 00:22:16,794 I'm not sure I like him. 349 00:22:16,878 --> 00:22:20,256 Well, the folks at the homeless shelter he works with seem to. 350 00:22:20,340 --> 00:22:22,509 Of course he works with a homeless shelter. 351 00:22:23,635 --> 00:22:25,470 He also has your sense of humor, 352 00:22:26,179 --> 00:22:28,181 which I find disquieting. 353 00:22:33,353 --> 00:22:35,647 I know that look, Brick. What's up, man? 354 00:22:35,730 --> 00:22:36,981 Shannon called me. 355 00:22:37,815 --> 00:22:39,108 She's worried. 356 00:22:40,610 --> 00:22:42,237 So am |I. I mean, 357 00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:44,614 I'm not sure this whole duct-taped-together 358 00:22:44,697 --> 00:22:46,533 tour thing's gonna work anyhow. 359 00:22:46,616 --> 00:22:49,160 Maybe you stay home for a while, writing or something, you know. 360 00:22:49,244 --> 00:22:51,746 Your family needs you, Shannon needs you. 361 00:22:51,829 --> 00:22:53,248 Sam, especially. 362 00:22:53,790 --> 00:22:55,833 I don't know, man. It's just... It's hard. 363 00:22:56,501 --> 00:22:57,835 Why's it got to be so hard? 364 00:22:58,586 --> 00:22:59,671 Which part? 365 00:23:01,005 --> 00:23:02,090 All of it. 366 00:23:03,550 --> 00:23:04,926 Come on, man. 367 00:23:06,052 --> 00:23:07,762 You got your dream. 368 00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:11,099 You inspired millions of people. 369 00:23:11,182 --> 00:23:12,600 I mean, what did you think was gonna happen? 370 00:23:12,684 --> 00:23:14,978 You're just gonna ride off into the sunset? 371 00:23:15,061 --> 00:23:17,272 No more struggles or pain? 372 00:23:18,064 --> 00:23:21,442 Good Lord never promised us that, man. That's not how this thing works. 373 00:23:21,526 --> 00:23:23,778 Look, I need this tour, Scott. 374 00:23:23,861 --> 00:23:26,281 It's the only place I feel like I can breathe again, man. 375 00:23:26,364 --> 00:23:28,283 Stuff's falling apart at home. 376 00:23:28,366 --> 00:23:30,118 Tour will give me the space to figure it out. 377 00:23:30,201 --> 00:23:31,578 I need this. 378 00:23:32,453 --> 00:23:34,914 I don't think you know what you need right now. 379 00:23:40,044 --> 00:23:41,212 Okay. 380 00:23:43,047 --> 00:23:44,507 If we're gonna do this, 381 00:23:44,591 --> 00:23:48,136 we're gonna take that guitarist from Audio A, what's his name? 382 00:23:48,219 --> 00:23:49,512 Barry. 383 00:23:49,596 --> 00:23:52,390 Because we're gonna need some big guns now that Jim's gone. 384 00:23:52,473 --> 00:23:54,642 I think that's great, man. No objections here. 385 00:23:54,726 --> 00:23:56,060 And then Sam. 386 00:23:57,353 --> 00:23:59,731 Sam needs a father right now. 387 00:24:00,565 --> 00:24:01,649 What is that supposed to mean? 388 00:24:02,817 --> 00:24:03,901 I don't mean nothin' by it. 389 00:24:03,985 --> 00:24:05,486 -It's just, you know... -I'm a great dad, Scott. 390 00:24:05,570 --> 00:24:09,157 -Yeah, I know. I'm just saying. -We'll bring him with us. 391 00:24:10,825 --> 00:24:13,620 -Come again? -No, no, no. Sorry. That's stupid. 392 00:24:13,703 --> 00:24:14,829 -No. No. -That's actually not 393 00:24:14,912 --> 00:24:16,080 a bad idea, Bartholomew. 394 00:24:16,164 --> 00:24:17,707 Brick, that's not what I meant. What I'm saying is... 395 00:24:17,790 --> 00:24:20,209 Yes, sir. We're gonna take that kid with us. 396 00:24:20,293 --> 00:24:23,087 There's no way Shannon says yes to that. 397 00:24:23,171 --> 00:24:24,505 Yeah, sure. 398 00:24:25,048 --> 00:24:26,049 Why not? 399 00:24:28,092 --> 00:24:29,302 Wait. You're... 400 00:24:30,136 --> 00:24:31,137 You're okay with Sam... 401 00:24:32,013 --> 00:24:33,097 -with Sam going? -Yeah. 402 00:24:35,016 --> 00:24:36,225 I'm ready for a change. 403 00:24:36,934 --> 00:24:38,603 Besides, I think it'll be good 404 00:24:39,228 --> 00:24:40,313 for the both of you. 405 00:24:49,030 --> 00:24:50,865 All right, you knuckleheads. 406 00:24:50,948 --> 00:24:52,950 Wheels up in five minutes. Let's go. 407 00:24:55,828 --> 00:24:56,954 Put your finger right there. 408 00:24:57,038 --> 00:24:58,498 -Okay. -That's a C chord. 409 00:24:58,581 --> 00:25:01,167 Yeah? And then if you put one there 410 00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:03,252 -on this string... -I'm worried I might break him. 411 00:25:03,336 --> 00:25:04,879 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like that. 412 00:25:04,962 --> 00:25:06,464 Or he just might fix you. 413 00:25:11,427 --> 00:25:13,096 -Hey, guys. -Hey, Barry! 414 00:25:13,179 --> 00:25:14,180 Greetings! 415 00:25:15,014 --> 00:25:17,392 -I'm here. I'm here. -What's up, man? 416 00:25:17,475 --> 00:25:19,977 -Welcome to the party. How are you? -Robby! Hey, man. 417 00:25:20,061 --> 00:25:21,187 -Good to see you. -Can you take that for me? 418 00:25:21,270 --> 00:25:23,231 What's up, man? Fast mover. 419 00:25:23,314 --> 00:25:24,482 -Hey. One minute. Let's go. -All right, guys. 420 00:25:24,565 --> 00:25:27,110 Got you. Okay. Goonies never say die. 421 00:25:27,193 --> 00:25:29,153 And don't burn the house down, all right? 422 00:25:29,237 --> 00:25:30,530 All right, that's enough. 423 00:25:30,613 --> 00:25:32,448 Move it or lose it, ladies. Let's go. 424 00:25:32,532 --> 00:25:34,659 Last dibs on bunks, I guess. 425 00:25:34,742 --> 00:25:36,452 -You ready? -Yeah. 426 00:25:36,536 --> 00:25:37,537 Let's go. 427 00:26:09,944 --> 00:26:13,197 Well done. You're sounding great. Let's try that again. 428 00:26:30,047 --> 00:26:32,759 That's sick, man. Is that open D? 429 00:26:33,384 --> 00:26:34,594 It is. 430 00:26:34,677 --> 00:26:36,053 Do you... 431 00:26:36,137 --> 00:26:37,180 Do you play? 432 00:26:37,263 --> 00:26:38,806 A little. Yeah. 433 00:26:39,766 --> 00:26:42,059 Nice. Is your dad teaching you how? 434 00:26:43,102 --> 00:26:44,312 Myself mostly. 435 00:26:44,395 --> 00:26:46,939 -Yeah. -Dad's got a lot going on with the band. 436 00:26:47,523 --> 00:26:48,816 Hey, so, 437 00:26:48,900 --> 00:26:50,485 what's your job here, 438 00:26:50,568 --> 00:26:52,612 like, in the circus? 439 00:26:53,529 --> 00:26:55,573 I don't have a job. I'm just kinda... 440 00:26:55,656 --> 00:26:58,117 I mean, I'm a rookie. This is my first tour, so... 441 00:26:58,951 --> 00:27:00,286 It's my first tour, too. 442 00:27:01,078 --> 00:27:02,163 Rock on. 443 00:27:02,705 --> 00:27:03,706 Yep. 444 00:27:06,584 --> 00:27:08,002 Yo, so... 445 00:27:09,295 --> 00:27:12,298 feel free to say no, like, if it's not your thing, 446 00:27:12,381 --> 00:27:15,927 but would you maybe want to guitar tech for me? 447 00:27:16,010 --> 00:27:19,138 Just keep them tuned up in their cases, 448 00:27:19,222 --> 00:27:21,182 ready to rock at a moment's notice. 449 00:27:21,265 --> 00:27:23,267 I can't pay you for it, but... 450 00:27:23,351 --> 00:27:24,727 No, I'm in. | mean... 451 00:27:26,187 --> 00:27:28,314 I mean, I love that. I'd love to, if... Yeah. 452 00:27:28,397 --> 00:27:29,482 Killer, bro. 453 00:27:30,233 --> 00:27:31,234 Hey, guys! 454 00:27:31,317 --> 00:27:33,778 First-time busser here. 455 00:27:33,861 --> 00:27:35,404 And probably a stupid question 456 00:27:35,488 --> 00:27:37,657 but can you use the bathroom 457 00:27:37,740 --> 00:27:39,867 while the bus is moving? 458 00:27:40,493 --> 00:27:42,870 Yeah, of course. Knock yourself out. 459 00:27:44,539 --> 00:27:45,665 Who's the rookie now? 460 00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:48,376 Job one. 461 00:27:48,459 --> 00:27:49,627 Keep it safe. 462 00:27:56,217 --> 00:27:57,802 All right, let's go. Let's go. 463 00:27:59,011 --> 00:28:01,681 -Bart, he's in. Let's do it! -I've got too much to do, man. 464 00:28:01,764 --> 00:28:02,765 It's stupid anyway. 465 00:28:02,849 --> 00:28:04,976 Like, you invented this. 466 00:28:05,643 --> 00:28:08,187 Cool. When did accountant Bart show up? 467 00:28:08,271 --> 00:28:11,440 I don't know, man. About the time I invited my diabetic kid along 468 00:28:11,524 --> 00:28:15,236 on this writer's-block-inducing, first-time-headlining, make-or-break tour. 469 00:28:15,319 --> 00:28:16,863 What's the worst that could happen, Michael? 470 00:28:16,946 --> 00:28:20,992 Wow. Okay, you just let me know when real Bart shows back up. 471 00:28:21,075 --> 00:28:23,870 -He'll be missed. -Yeah, I miss him too. Thanks. 472 00:28:23,953 --> 00:28:25,997 Let's do it. Brick, buckle up. 473 00:28:36,507 --> 00:28:39,093 You have surfed 20-foot waves in Kaua'i, 474 00:28:39,927 --> 00:28:42,096 climbed Half Dome, survived the eighth grade, 475 00:28:42,972 --> 00:28:44,056 twice. 476 00:28:47,143 --> 00:28:48,144 You can do this. 477 00:28:48,227 --> 00:28:51,564 All right. Ready? On my count. Three, 478 00:28:51,647 --> 00:28:52,732 two, 479 00:28:53,608 --> 00:28:54,734 one. 480 00:28:58,446 --> 00:29:00,323 Come on! 481 00:29:01,324 --> 00:29:02,575 -Dude. -All right. 482 00:29:06,871 --> 00:29:08,080 Yeah. 483 00:29:09,665 --> 00:29:10,833 You're all dead to me. 484 00:29:13,044 --> 00:29:15,504 -Give me a hug. -No! No! No! 485 00:29:15,588 --> 00:29:17,256 No, no, no hug. 486 00:29:18,466 --> 00:29:19,508 Is that water? 487 00:29:20,092 --> 00:29:21,636 Is that water, dude? 488 00:29:21,719 --> 00:29:24,138 -We heard that. -I used your toothbrush. 489 00:29:24,221 --> 00:29:25,264 I'm gonna get pink eye, right? 490 00:29:45,952 --> 00:29:48,371 You know that's how Nathan nearly burned the bus down, right? 491 00:29:49,038 --> 00:29:50,790 Mama didn't raise no fool. 492 00:29:54,752 --> 00:29:56,003 Must be riveting. 493 00:29:57,171 --> 00:29:58,297 It is. 494 00:29:58,381 --> 00:30:00,216 It's The Origin of Hymns. 495 00:30:00,716 --> 00:30:03,928 I've always been obsessed with It Is Well With My Soul. 496 00:30:06,013 --> 00:30:07,098 I love that one. 497 00:30:07,181 --> 00:30:11,102 It's one of the hardest redemption stories I've ever heard, 498 00:30:11,185 --> 00:30:13,688 which led to one of the greatest hymns of all time. 499 00:30:13,771 --> 00:30:15,731 I'd love to write a song like that someday. 500 00:30:17,483 --> 00:30:18,526 Me, too. 501 00:30:20,236 --> 00:30:21,696 You did, man. 502 00:30:24,490 --> 00:30:26,158 -Maybe another one. -Yeah. 503 00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:28,452 Yeah. I'd love to get on the board someday. 504 00:30:28,536 --> 00:30:30,621 I got this one song that's like stuck in my head. 505 00:30:31,622 --> 00:30:33,082 Knock yourself out, bro. 506 00:30:35,001 --> 00:30:37,712 I don't really... do junk food. 507 00:31:03,571 --> 00:31:08,367 Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome Tim Timmons. 508 00:31:09,201 --> 00:31:11,203 If I don't make it, tell my story. 509 00:31:11,954 --> 00:31:13,205 -Okay. -Okay. 510 00:31:21,047 --> 00:31:23,549 Wow. They sure do build them taller in Dallas. 511 00:31:26,093 --> 00:31:27,094 Okay. 512 00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:28,637 Here we go. 513 00:31:40,691 --> 00:31:43,861 If all I do is just believe 514 00:31:44,403 --> 00:31:48,157 I'll miss the forest for the trees 515 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:50,493 Your love moves me to my feet 516 00:31:51,077 --> 00:31:54,872 It's like I'm finally breathing 517 00:31:54,955 --> 00:31:56,290 Hey, Mr. Guitar Tech. 518 00:31:57,875 --> 00:31:59,168 Did you check your level? 519 00:31:59,251 --> 00:32:00,586 I will. See? 520 00:32:00,669 --> 00:32:03,130 Hey, man, I'm not gonna hunt you down on this. 521 00:32:03,631 --> 00:32:04,965 It's your responsibility now. 522 00:32:05,049 --> 00:32:06,634 Yeah, I got it, boss. 523 00:32:07,510 --> 00:32:10,471 I'm finally breathing 524 00:32:11,263 --> 00:32:17,228 I'm finally breathing 525 00:32:33,035 --> 00:32:39,667 You're beautiful 526 00:32:40,417 --> 00:32:46,257 You are made for so much more than all of this 527 00:32:47,133 --> 00:32:50,136 You're beautiful 528 00:32:50,219 --> 00:32:52,555 So clean. I mean, Barry is a beast. 529 00:32:52,638 --> 00:32:53,681 It's all right. 530 00:32:54,306 --> 00:32:57,643 Yeah. I mean, you're like, if your dad can learn how to sing, right? 531 00:32:58,144 --> 00:32:59,478 Bro. 532 00:32:59,562 --> 00:33:03,274 Five middle-aged white dudes just melted like, 1,000 people's faces off. 533 00:33:03,357 --> 00:33:05,484 But, I mean, we totally did all the heavy lifting. 534 00:33:08,529 --> 00:33:14,785 You are treasured, you are sacred You are His 535 00:33:14,869 --> 00:33:20,916 You're beautiful 536 00:33:26,589 --> 00:33:28,465 Thank you, Dallas! Good night! 537 00:33:40,186 --> 00:33:41,437 Timmons. 538 00:33:42,146 --> 00:33:44,315 Yeah, I still can't figure out these arrows. 539 00:33:44,398 --> 00:33:45,941 I mean, which way is catering? It's... 540 00:33:46,025 --> 00:33:47,776 Your set sucks. 541 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:49,945 Wow. Okay. 542 00:33:50,446 --> 00:33:54,074 Just don't be boring. Give us some pizzazz and panache, you know? 543 00:33:54,158 --> 00:33:57,077 Your job's to get the crowd stoked, get "em amped up. 544 00:33:57,161 --> 00:34:00,831 I'm, like, one dude out on stage with an acoustic guitar, man. 545 00:34:00,915 --> 00:34:02,541 Sounds like excuses, Tim. 546 00:34:02,625 --> 00:34:04,168 Look, if you're gonna be a bear, 547 00:34:04,251 --> 00:34:05,502 be a grizzly. 548 00:34:07,213 --> 00:34:10,257 Hey, try not to sugarcoat it next time, you know. 549 00:34:10,341 --> 00:34:12,635 -Whatever. Love you. -Love you too. 550 00:34:34,615 --> 00:34:35,866 Dude! 551 00:34:37,076 --> 00:34:39,078 -Tim. I'm sorry. No, ... -No, no. Dude, dude! No, no, no. 552 00:34:39,161 --> 00:34:40,204 - I took it without asking you. -Don't freak out. 553 00:34:40,287 --> 00:34:41,580 -It's not right. I'm sorry. It's... -Don't freak out. 554 00:34:41,664 --> 00:34:43,165 -I just... -Shut up! 555 00:34:44,959 --> 00:34:46,210 I want you in my band. 556 00:34:49,338 --> 00:34:52,258 Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome Tim Timmons! 557 00:34:52,341 --> 00:34:54,176 Okay, bud. Get your ears on. 558 00:35:02,726 --> 00:35:04,103 Hey there, Birmingham. 559 00:35:04,186 --> 00:35:06,146 -What you got? -Okay. I got all reds... 560 00:35:06,230 --> 00:35:08,107 -Barry. -Let's go. I got you. 561 00:35:08,691 --> 00:35:09,858 I don't know if that'll help me. 562 00:35:09,942 --> 00:35:11,068 Is that drums? 563 00:35:12,861 --> 00:35:13,862 What, you... 564 00:35:14,363 --> 00:35:15,364 Go. 565 00:35:20,536 --> 00:35:21,620 Come on! 566 00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:27,126 One, two, one, two, three! 567 00:35:38,012 --> 00:35:39,054 Yeah! 568 00:35:58,365 --> 00:36:01,201 My main man, Sam, bringin' the noise! 569 00:36:20,596 --> 00:36:26,018 I need you 570 00:36:27,686 --> 00:36:34,360 I need you 571 00:36:34,943 --> 00:36:41,658 I need you 572 00:36:41,742 --> 00:36:48,665 Oh, I need you 573 00:36:49,166 --> 00:36:54,630 I need you 574 00:36:55,964 --> 00:36:57,925 Thank you. Thank you so much. 575 00:36:58,008 --> 00:37:01,387 Now, have a seat. Go on, now. Have a seat. Have a seat. 576 00:37:10,062 --> 00:37:11,814 Been workin' on a new song. 577 00:37:15,609 --> 00:37:17,528 It's not ready yet. 578 00:37:18,112 --> 00:37:20,572 Soon. Soon, soon. 579 00:37:21,907 --> 00:37:24,410 This is where I'm living right now. 580 00:37:25,327 --> 00:37:26,829 About 150 years ago, 581 00:37:26,912 --> 00:37:31,250 a prominent lawyer from Chicago named Horatio Spafford 582 00:37:31,333 --> 00:37:34,128 put his entire fortune into real estate. 583 00:37:34,211 --> 00:37:35,838 And not long after, 584 00:37:35,921 --> 00:37:37,798 the great Chicago fires happened, 585 00:37:37,881 --> 00:37:44,388 and poof, everything he worked so hard for his entire life was just gone. 586 00:37:44,471 --> 00:37:46,932 So, he puts his wife 587 00:37:47,015 --> 00:37:50,644 and their four sweet daughters on a boat to Europe 588 00:37:50,727 --> 00:37:54,356 to get 'em out of the city so0 he can rebuild. 589 00:37:55,065 --> 00:37:57,484 And on that fateful voyage, 590 00:37:57,568 --> 00:38:00,070 a freighter hits them. 591 00:38:03,866 --> 00:38:06,201 All four of his daughters drowned in the crash, 592 00:38:07,327 --> 00:38:08,996 and only his wife survives. 593 00:38:10,372 --> 00:38:12,541 Now, I want you to stop and think 594 00:38:13,208 --> 00:38:14,626 how you'd respond 595 00:38:15,961 --> 00:38:19,840 to having nearly everything in your life taken from you, 596 00:38:20,340 --> 00:38:22,551 just... in an instant. 597 00:38:23,802 --> 00:38:28,974 This man... jumps on another boat to go be with his grieving wife, 598 00:38:29,850 --> 00:38:33,645 and as the captain of the vessel tells them 599 00:38:33,729 --> 00:38:39,193 that they are over the exact spot where his daughters died, 600 00:38:39,943 --> 00:38:41,236 what do you think he did? 601 00:38:42,613 --> 00:38:46,241 Did he wave his fist up in the air at God? 602 00:38:46,909 --> 00:38:50,829 Did he just lay down? Give up? 603 00:38:51,497 --> 00:38:55,042 Both of those responses would have been understandable, right? 604 00:38:55,125 --> 00:38:57,002 But no. 605 00:38:57,794 --> 00:38:59,046 Instead, 606 00:38:59,755 --> 00:39:01,632 he takes out a pen and paper 607 00:39:01,715 --> 00:39:05,594 and proceeds to write one of the most beautiful songs 608 00:39:05,677 --> 00:39:08,263 in the history of the world, 609 00:39:08,347 --> 00:39:10,682 It Is Well with My Soul. 610 00:39:12,100 --> 00:39:13,185 Yeah. 611 00:39:17,648 --> 00:39:18,649 Yeah. 612 00:39:19,191 --> 00:39:22,319 It reminds me of the words in the Book of Daniel in the Bible 613 00:39:22,402 --> 00:39:26,281 when the three Israelites are facing the fiery furnace and their imminent death. 614 00:39:27,115 --> 00:39:31,245 In all of the terror and fear 615 00:39:31,870 --> 00:39:35,707 and not even understanding why this is happening to them, 616 00:39:36,291 --> 00:39:38,961 all they could say to that twisted king's face was 617 00:39:39,044 --> 00:39:42,839 "Our God is able to deliver us." 618 00:39:43,799 --> 00:39:45,384 But even if he doesn't... 619 00:39:50,138 --> 00:39:52,224 even if he doesn't, 620 00:39:52,891 --> 00:39:56,728 our hope... is in God alone. 621 00:39:58,230 --> 00:40:03,569 Nothing you can do to us will ever take that away. 622 00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:08,991 So... whatever you're going through, 623 00:40:09,074 --> 00:40:12,494 I don't care if it's divorce, cancer, 624 00:40:12,578 --> 00:40:15,372 depression, you're failing algebra, 625 00:40:16,206 --> 00:40:18,542 all of the fires, 626 00:40:20,544 --> 00:40:21,920 storms, 627 00:40:22,504 --> 00:40:24,673 the pain, the trauma... 628 00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:29,803 you're never alone. 629 00:40:32,848 --> 00:40:35,934 You are never alone. 630 00:40:50,824 --> 00:40:52,451 -There you go. -Thank you. 631 00:40:55,370 --> 00:40:57,706 Counting the days till your guy is back, too? 632 00:40:58,915 --> 00:40:59,916 Yep. 633 00:41:00,417 --> 00:41:01,793 Does it ever get easier? 634 00:41:02,336 --> 00:41:04,963 Clumsy, messy maybe, 635 00:41:05,881 --> 00:41:07,257 but no, not easy. 636 00:41:07,841 --> 00:41:09,551 -Well, I... -Mom, whatever Sophie's 637 00:41:09,635 --> 00:41:10,761 about to say is a lie. 638 00:41:10,844 --> 00:41:13,055 Mom. 639 00:41:13,138 --> 00:41:15,140 -What, baby? -Charlie tried to drown me. 640 00:41:16,391 --> 00:41:19,645 This is Shannon. Leave your message at the beep. Beep. 641 00:41:19,728 --> 00:41:21,271 Hey, it's me. 642 00:41:23,398 --> 00:41:24,983 I guess you're probably busy with the kids. 643 00:41:25,067 --> 00:41:29,154 I just... thought I'd check in on you guys. 644 00:41:30,530 --> 00:41:32,991 Sam's keeping up with his medicine pretty good. 645 00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:42,376 Sorry. How late are we? 646 00:41:42,459 --> 00:41:44,795 Well, to be honest, I'm keeping up with his meds. 647 00:41:45,379 --> 00:41:48,507 It's a full-time job but we're making it work. 648 00:41:52,344 --> 00:41:55,806 There's a city that calls me by name 649 00:41:56,431 --> 00:41:59,559 There's a city that calls me by name 650 00:42:00,686 --> 00:42:02,479 Yes, as I run this race 651 00:42:02,562 --> 00:42:04,898 I am cheered by the saints 652 00:42:04,981 --> 00:42:08,485 There's a city that calls me by name 653 00:42:08,985 --> 00:42:10,946 There's a future that runs... 654 00:42:11,029 --> 00:42:15,325 The tour is going surprisingly smooth under the circumstances. 655 00:42:15,409 --> 00:42:17,244 ...through my veins 656 00:42:17,327 --> 00:42:20,414 And there's nothing on Earth that could stand in the way... 657 00:42:20,497 --> 00:42:23,041 There's a songwriter story, Horatio Spafford, 658 00:42:23,125 --> 00:42:24,793 that Tim won't stop talking about. 659 00:42:26,128 --> 00:42:30,549 Everywhere I go on this road, high and low 660 00:42:31,049 --> 00:42:33,051 And Brickell may have lost his mind. 661 00:42:33,135 --> 00:42:36,388 I am here with Scott Brickell, manager of some amazing acts 662 00:42:36,471 --> 00:42:39,850 like Audio Adrenaline and MercyMe, to discuss his new book, 663 00:42:39,933 --> 00:42:42,102 The Business Behind the Song. 664 00:42:42,185 --> 00:42:45,814 "Tips and tricks for navigating a successful career 665 00:42:45,897 --> 00:42:49,818 "in the ever-expanding modern music industry.” 666 00:42:49,901 --> 00:42:52,237 Wow, that's a mouthful, but obviously... 667 00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:55,323 So, yes, Scott Brickell wrote a book, I guess. 668 00:42:55,407 --> 00:42:58,160 He said that "one of us has to write around here." 669 00:42:58,243 --> 00:43:00,495 So, tell me, why'd you wanna write this book? 670 00:43:01,747 --> 00:43:02,914 I mean... 671 00:43:05,208 --> 00:43:07,878 why does a grizzly slaughter an elk? 672 00:43:07,961 --> 00:43:09,171 Or... 673 00:43:09,963 --> 00:43:13,300 why does a fox gnaw his foot off when he's caught in a trap? 674 00:43:15,969 --> 00:43:18,513 He's bombing. This is bad. 675 00:43:18,597 --> 00:43:20,766 It's not bad. It's catastrophic. 676 00:43:20,849 --> 00:43:22,476 I think he's crushing it. 677 00:43:23,435 --> 00:43:26,229 No, Nathan, he's not crushing. No. 678 00:43:26,772 --> 00:43:27,773 Sam! 679 00:43:28,690 --> 00:43:29,858 I'm sorry. 680 00:43:29,941 --> 00:43:31,193 I almost hate to say it 681 00:43:32,152 --> 00:43:33,779 but I think Sam is built for the road. 682 00:43:36,114 --> 00:43:38,784 Yeah, he's actually playin' on stage with Tim Timmons. 683 00:43:38,867 --> 00:43:40,744 He's totally in his element. 684 00:43:40,827 --> 00:43:43,538 It's awesome to watch. 685 00:43:44,247 --> 00:43:47,125 And he and Tim kicked off our confetti cannon. 686 00:43:49,795 --> 00:43:51,379 If you're gonna be a bear, am I right? 687 00:43:52,088 --> 00:43:53,173 It's a... 688 00:43:53,715 --> 00:43:54,800 yeah, 689 00:43:55,509 --> 00:43:56,760 a long story. 690 00:43:58,970 --> 00:44:00,096 Love you, Millard. 691 00:44:00,180 --> 00:44:01,473 Hot dog. 692 00:44:01,556 --> 00:44:03,225 Whoever does it faster gets it. 693 00:44:05,101 --> 00:44:07,646 Truth is, Shannon, I got no clue what I'm doing. 694 00:44:07,729 --> 00:44:08,980 With you 695 00:44:09,064 --> 00:44:11,900 Where I go, I go with 696 00:44:11,983 --> 00:44:17,656 You 697 00:44:20,075 --> 00:44:21,159 I know. It's like, 698 00:44:21,243 --> 00:44:23,870 imagine just a whole wall full of all of that. 699 00:44:23,954 --> 00:44:26,915 One more time and I will cut you. 700 00:44:29,543 --> 00:44:32,879 I've got this chorus stuck in my head. 701 00:44:32,963 --> 00:44:34,840 About ready to give up on it. 702 00:44:40,595 --> 00:44:42,097 What's up with tracing over your tattoo? 703 00:44:44,349 --> 00:44:46,768 It's not a tattoo. I draw it fresh. 704 00:44:46,852 --> 00:44:49,354 Well then, why not get it tatted? I mean, 705 00:44:50,438 --> 00:44:51,439 save some ink. 706 00:44:52,440 --> 00:44:54,067 That would miss the point, 707 00:44:54,150 --> 00:44:55,151 which is 708 00:44:55,986 --> 00:44:58,947 me telling God 709 00:44:59,030 --> 00:45:01,908 and reminding myself 710 00:45:02,742 --> 00:45:04,160 that I'm grateful. 711 00:45:06,371 --> 00:45:07,706 Thank you for another day. 712 00:45:09,749 --> 00:45:13,753 You know, I overheard you and my dad talking about that book 713 00:45:13,837 --> 00:45:17,674 and then, you know, that song that you talked about on stage. 714 00:45:18,842 --> 00:45:20,677 I don't have what that guy had 715 00:45:21,928 --> 00:45:24,055 -but I wish I did. -Yeah? 716 00:45:28,184 --> 00:45:29,352 What if you could? 717 00:47:08,868 --> 00:47:10,453 And there's old, useless Timmons. 718 00:47:10,537 --> 00:47:12,622 Sticks and stones, Brickell. I felt that. 719 00:47:16,001 --> 00:47:19,671 Hey, do not say anything. Do not say anything. Do not say... 720 00:47:19,754 --> 00:47:21,673 Hey, that looks ridiculously heavy. 721 00:47:21,756 --> 00:47:23,508 I think it's time for you to check your level. 722 00:47:24,050 --> 00:47:25,218 Yeah, I'll get to it. 723 00:47:25,301 --> 00:47:26,720 I'm happy to take over. I can help you... 724 00:47:26,803 --> 00:47:27,929 I said I'm fine, okay? 725 00:47:28,013 --> 00:47:29,889 -I'm taking care of it. -Okay. 726 00:47:31,016 --> 00:47:32,600 Cool. Awesome. 727 00:47:33,518 --> 00:47:35,645 Good talk. Cool. Great. 728 00:47:35,729 --> 00:47:36,938 Dad of the year. 729 00:47:37,731 --> 00:47:39,566 You're the top dad. Awesome. 730 00:48:13,683 --> 00:48:15,185 No. Sam! Sam! 731 00:48:15,268 --> 00:48:16,519 Sam. 732 00:48:16,603 --> 00:48:18,188 -Bart, what's... -Get him up. 733 00:48:18,271 --> 00:48:19,689 -Let me just hold him up. -Somebody call 911. 734 00:48:19,814 --> 00:48:21,107 -What happened? -Sam? 735 00:48:21,191 --> 00:48:23,109 Hey, buddy. You're gonna be okay. 736 00:48:23,193 --> 00:48:24,861 It'll be okay. It's okay. 737 00:48:24,944 --> 00:48:26,029 Just hold him. 738 00:48:26,821 --> 00:48:27,822 Okay. 739 00:48:28,531 --> 00:48:30,950 -Okay. Just breathe, man. -It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. 740 00:48:31,034 --> 00:48:32,285 You're okay, buddy. Just breathe. 741 00:48:56,768 --> 00:48:58,144 It's on me, Shannon. 742 00:49:00,063 --> 00:49:01,940 I'm so sorry. I just... 743 00:49:03,858 --> 00:49:05,527 It's not your fault. 744 00:49:05,610 --> 00:49:06,736 You didn't do this to Sam. 745 00:49:09,823 --> 00:49:11,825 He was my responsibility. 746 00:49:13,868 --> 00:49:15,453 I took him on tour with me. 747 00:49:17,539 --> 00:49:19,165 Who else is there to blame? 748 00:49:22,168 --> 00:49:23,253 He's resting now. 749 00:49:24,045 --> 00:49:25,338 You guys can come back. 750 00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:36,349 Is he enjoying himself at least? 751 00:49:37,851 --> 00:49:40,436 Bet you guys are feeling great out there. 752 00:49:42,564 --> 00:49:45,275 Honestly, I'm having trouble feeling anything right now. 753 00:49:47,443 --> 00:49:48,987 This is about more than Sam. 754 00:49:52,448 --> 00:49:54,200 I mean, no one taught me how to... 755 00:49:56,119 --> 00:49:57,704 how to be a dad. 756 00:49:59,372 --> 00:50:01,291 I got no freaking clue, Shannon. 757 00:50:03,626 --> 00:50:05,879 Mine died right when he was getting good at it. 758 00:50:08,798 --> 00:50:10,300 Now, Sam... 759 00:50:13,428 --> 00:50:15,805 I think God gave our kid the wrong dad. 760 00:50:17,724 --> 00:50:19,392 Like, I'm the wrong one. 761 00:50:20,185 --> 00:50:22,854 Millard, you're the only one. 762 00:50:23,605 --> 00:50:25,148 You're his father. 763 00:50:26,441 --> 00:50:28,234 You don't have to get it perfect. 764 00:50:29,777 --> 00:50:31,279 Just be there for him. 765 00:50:39,704 --> 00:50:41,080 I pray for you. 766 00:50:42,624 --> 00:50:43,750 A lot. 767 00:50:44,250 --> 00:50:45,460 Always have. 768 00:50:48,379 --> 00:50:49,505 I'm here. 769 00:50:54,177 --> 00:50:56,679 And so is the Jesus you sing about every night. 770 00:50:57,513 --> 00:50:59,140 He's in it all with you. 771 00:51:00,558 --> 00:51:02,477 And he didn't make a mistake. 772 00:51:05,355 --> 00:51:07,232 Sam's all the best parts of you. 773 00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:10,735 So, just fight. 774 00:51:11,945 --> 00:51:13,029 Please fight. 775 00:51:14,989 --> 00:51:16,115 Fight for our son. 776 00:51:21,746 --> 00:51:24,207 You know, sometimes we think our story is over... 777 00:51:27,460 --> 00:51:29,045 but it's only the beginning. 778 00:51:51,359 --> 00:51:52,360 Just... 779 00:52:03,079 --> 00:52:04,080 What is this? 780 00:52:06,833 --> 00:52:08,543 Surprise! 781 00:52:09,043 --> 00:52:10,128 What? 782 00:52:12,547 --> 00:52:13,548 Wow. 783 00:52:14,382 --> 00:52:15,466 Wow. 784 00:52:19,721 --> 00:52:21,472 Yeah. Wow. 785 00:52:25,893 --> 00:52:27,061 Wow. 786 00:52:27,145 --> 00:52:30,064 When you least expect it, Tim Timmons. 787 00:52:55,423 --> 00:52:56,507 Hey, bud. 788 00:52:58,968 --> 00:53:00,053 Hey. 789 00:53:06,559 --> 00:53:08,978 Mom said you're thinking about not letting me finish the tour. 790 00:53:10,563 --> 00:53:12,357 Yeah, man, I think... 791 00:53:14,025 --> 00:53:15,651 I think you're safer here at home. 792 00:53:15,735 --> 00:53:16,986 On a schedule. 793 00:53:20,656 --> 00:53:23,951 Dad, I... I think I wanna do music. 794 00:53:24,494 --> 00:53:28,164 I mean, I get around you guys and Tim and it's like... 795 00:53:28,998 --> 00:53:30,792 it calls to me like a dream. 796 00:53:31,876 --> 00:53:32,960 Dreams don't... 797 00:53:39,217 --> 00:53:40,468 Man. Wow. 798 00:53:44,180 --> 00:53:45,681 I wanna support you, son. 799 00:53:47,016 --> 00:53:48,184 I do. 800 00:53:49,894 --> 00:53:51,479 But until you can learn to take care of yourself, 801 00:53:51,562 --> 00:53:54,732 I just gotta focus on keeping you breathing. 802 00:53:57,652 --> 00:53:58,820 So, no. 803 00:54:00,738 --> 00:54:02,073 You're not gonna finish. 804 00:54:03,032 --> 00:54:05,118 Then I'll get my dreams without you. 805 00:54:07,120 --> 00:54:08,704 You did it without your dad. 806 00:54:11,916 --> 00:54:13,292 I guess I can do it, too. 807 00:54:53,499 --> 00:54:54,792 Let me guess. 808 00:54:54,876 --> 00:54:56,586 You didn't hit the lotto. 809 00:54:58,671 --> 00:55:00,256 You wanna talk about it? 810 00:55:03,885 --> 00:55:05,136 Yeah, me neither. 811 00:55:09,515 --> 00:55:12,059 You know, I'm actually glad you're here. 812 00:55:12,894 --> 00:55:13,895 I got a favor to ask. 813 00:55:15,354 --> 00:55:16,731 I got a lot going on right now, man. 814 00:55:16,814 --> 00:55:18,649 I need you to finish this for me. 815 00:55:19,192 --> 00:55:20,193 It's really personal, 816 00:55:21,068 --> 00:55:23,779 like Imagine. And I just, I got stuck. 817 00:55:27,450 --> 00:55:31,078 I think you might be living this right now. 818 00:55:31,162 --> 00:55:33,122 I don't think you have a clue what I'm living right now. 819 00:55:34,290 --> 00:55:35,917 Look, I don't have your voice 820 00:55:36,626 --> 00:55:39,712 and I don't care if anybody knows it was me. 821 00:55:39,795 --> 00:55:43,341 I just wanna write something that helps people. 822 00:55:44,300 --> 00:55:47,220 That's really all I want anymore these days. 823 00:55:48,429 --> 00:55:53,684 Like, this song needs you, man. It needs Horatio's soul. 824 00:55:53,768 --> 00:55:56,521 I really think you're supposed to be the one to finish this for me. 825 00:55:56,604 --> 00:55:58,064 Do you know what it's like 826 00:55:58,147 --> 00:56:02,026 reliving all the memories of my dad beating me up all the time? 827 00:56:02,109 --> 00:56:03,528 Now I got a kid. 828 00:56:05,071 --> 00:56:06,697 I can't even keep him well. 829 00:56:06,781 --> 00:56:09,492 A kid that I have to hurt over and over again every day 830 00:56:09,575 --> 00:56:11,577 including now, killing his dream. 831 00:56:12,745 --> 00:56:14,121 Just to keep him safe. 832 00:56:16,582 --> 00:56:18,459 You don't get to tell me about my life. 833 00:56:19,085 --> 00:56:21,170 You will never understand what I'm going through. 834 00:56:22,088 --> 00:56:23,798 This never goes away for me, man. 835 00:56:25,174 --> 00:56:27,093 I have cancer, Bart. 836 00:56:32,557 --> 00:56:38,020 It's... one of those really rare kinds, you know? Like, no road map. 837 00:56:39,730 --> 00:56:41,691 I mean, they operate right when we get off tour, 838 00:56:42,275 --> 00:56:45,278 and then it's chemo, radiation, the whole thing. 839 00:56:46,779 --> 00:56:49,240 It's got a lot of risks, too. 840 00:56:49,991 --> 00:56:52,243 And what they're saying is... 841 00:56:54,996 --> 00:56:56,789 it isn't good. 842 00:56:58,374 --> 00:57:01,544 And the timing really sucks because I just found out... 843 00:57:04,505 --> 00:57:05,965 I'm gonna be a dad. 844 00:57:08,718 --> 00:57:10,136 Yep. 845 00:57:10,219 --> 00:57:12,305 Hilary is pregnant. 846 00:57:13,097 --> 00:57:14,515 She just told me. 847 00:57:15,224 --> 00:57:21,480 And... I mean, to be honest, man, I'm... I'm terrified. 848 00:57:23,232 --> 00:57:30,239 And I'm angry and sad that I might miss out on a life with the two of them. 849 00:57:32,116 --> 00:57:34,869 I mean, I see you with Sam and I... 850 00:57:38,873 --> 00:57:40,291 That's my grief. 851 00:57:43,419 --> 00:57:46,589 But this tour? Bucket list, bro. 852 00:57:48,174 --> 00:57:50,259 I just wanna finish strong. 853 00:57:51,552 --> 00:57:55,014 For Hilary, with Sam and you and the guys. 854 00:57:56,724 --> 00:58:00,102 And every moment that I'm allowed to be here, 855 00:58:00,186 --> 00:58:01,270 I just... 856 00:58:03,105 --> 00:58:04,357 I wouldn't change it, 857 00:58:05,066 --> 00:58:06,984 trade it in for the world. 858 00:58:12,448 --> 00:58:13,699 My gratitude. 859 00:58:15,743 --> 00:58:20,247 I'm finding a way to hold them both, together. 860 00:58:23,042 --> 00:58:25,378 God is in fire, bro. 861 00:58:29,048 --> 00:58:30,841 And it is beautiful. 862 00:58:41,143 --> 00:58:42,228 You know. 863 00:58:44,271 --> 00:58:45,272 Give it a listen. 864 00:58:46,190 --> 00:58:47,525 If you hate it, 865 00:58:48,317 --> 00:58:52,321 I don't know, just trash it, burn it, destroy it. Doesn't really matter. 866 00:58:54,782 --> 00:58:56,784 If there's something there... 867 00:58:58,035 --> 00:58:59,620 Now I feel like an idiot. 868 00:59:02,581 --> 00:59:04,333 Listen to the friggin' song. 869 00:59:19,765 --> 00:59:21,183 Did you know... 870 00:59:22,226 --> 00:59:23,561 Tim was sick? 871 00:59:23,644 --> 00:59:28,023 He asked me not to tell anyone 'cause he didn't wanna be a distraction. 872 00:59:28,107 --> 00:59:31,235 I guess I shouldn't have let him swear me to secrecy. 873 00:59:31,318 --> 00:59:32,653 Sorry about that. 874 00:59:35,156 --> 00:59:36,824 Dad, Mary-Clair cut her arm. 875 00:59:36,907 --> 00:59:37,950 Is it spraying? 876 00:59:40,327 --> 00:59:41,328 No. 877 00:59:41,412 --> 00:59:43,581 If it ain't spraying, keep playing. 878 00:59:43,664 --> 00:59:45,207 Tell her to rub some dirt on it. 879 00:59:45,791 --> 00:59:47,668 Sorry, Bart. Family day. 880 00:59:47,752 --> 00:59:49,670 Well, hurry up! We're burning daylight! 881 00:59:50,337 --> 00:59:51,422 Okay. 882 00:59:56,343 --> 00:59:57,511 Look, Brick. I don't know, man. 883 00:59:57,595 --> 00:59:59,638 Things are real bad with Sam right now. 884 00:59:59,722 --> 01:00:01,932 If I'm not home keeping him on schedule... 885 01:00:03,017 --> 01:00:04,310 I think I gotta quit. 886 01:00:07,521 --> 01:00:08,939 So I guess 887 01:00:10,024 --> 01:00:11,233 this is the part 888 01:00:12,401 --> 01:00:14,904 where I'm supposed to tell you not to quit. 889 01:00:17,865 --> 01:00:21,243 "Sometimes those earth-shattering moments in life, 890 01:00:21,327 --> 01:00:26,582 "when your dreams vaporize and die right before your eyes, 891 01:00:26,665 --> 01:00:31,003 "it's then you realize that what you've been searching for 892 01:00:31,504 --> 01:00:33,923 "has been under your nose all along." 893 01:00:34,548 --> 01:00:37,176 Quitting's not gonna solve your problems, Bart. 894 01:00:38,260 --> 01:00:40,179 You obviously never read that. 895 01:00:41,555 --> 01:00:42,932 Did I ever tell you 896 01:00:44,225 --> 01:00:46,018 that my father went to prison? 897 01:00:47,269 --> 01:00:48,521 No? 898 01:00:49,104 --> 01:00:50,105 Yeah. 899 01:00:51,273 --> 01:00:53,234 My dad goes away for two years 900 01:00:53,859 --> 01:00:58,155 and overnight my entire high school era... 901 01:00:59,281 --> 01:01:00,491 was gone. 902 01:01:01,742 --> 01:01:04,912 I'd go see him in prison every couple of weeks 903 01:01:04,995 --> 01:01:07,540 and he was so concerned about making the farm work 904 01:01:07,623 --> 01:01:09,208 that that's all he talked about. 905 01:01:09,291 --> 01:01:12,294 "We can't lose the farm, Scotty." 906 01:01:12,378 --> 01:01:14,630 It became our whole deal. 907 01:01:16,632 --> 01:01:18,300 When all I really needed... 908 01:01:20,177 --> 01:01:21,387 was a dad. 909 01:01:23,722 --> 01:01:26,851 And life handed you and Sam something similar. 910 01:01:27,810 --> 01:01:30,187 You just needed to keep your son alive 911 01:01:30,271 --> 01:01:34,358 and that became your entire relationship. 912 01:01:35,150 --> 01:01:38,988 But he needs more than that from you. 913 01:01:39,864 --> 01:01:40,990 Trust me. 914 01:01:42,366 --> 01:01:45,369 Did you make it right with you and your dad? 915 01:01:47,538 --> 01:01:49,415 He's my best friend in the world. 916 01:02:07,933 --> 01:02:09,602 Dreams don't pay the bills. 917 01:02:10,644 --> 01:02:14,773 All it does... is keep you from knowing what's real. 918 01:02:36,253 --> 01:02:39,673 I wanna make things right with you and me. 919 01:02:40,257 --> 01:02:42,968 I don't know what to say. I don't know how to do it. 920 01:02:43,052 --> 01:02:44,386 I'm trying. 921 01:02:46,305 --> 01:02:50,392 If God... can forgive everybody else, 922 01:02:50,476 --> 01:02:52,478 why can't He forgive me? 923 01:02:53,187 --> 01:02:54,438 Dad, are you dying? 924 01:02:55,689 --> 01:02:56,690 Yeah. 925 01:03:03,197 --> 01:03:04,365 Just do it. 926 01:03:23,258 --> 01:03:26,387 Hey. Hey, hey, the doc said you're supposed to take it easy. 927 01:03:26,470 --> 01:03:28,764 Yeah, well, "Doc,"” 928 01:03:28,847 --> 01:03:29,890 I'll sleep 929 01:03:30,432 --> 01:03:31,558 when I'm dead. 930 01:03:32,059 --> 01:03:34,812 I channeled my inner Bart today. 931 01:03:34,895 --> 01:03:37,731 I saw these on the side of the road. 932 01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:40,234 Couldn't let the trash man get 'em. 933 01:03:41,735 --> 01:03:42,945 Feast your eyes. 934 01:03:44,196 --> 01:03:47,116 Wow. Those... are awful. 935 01:03:50,202 --> 01:03:52,663 Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. 936 01:03:53,956 --> 01:03:55,124 I like "em. 937 01:03:57,334 --> 01:03:58,460 I love 'em. 938 01:03:59,253 --> 01:04:01,213 -Here, help me out with this. -Yeah. 939 01:04:02,172 --> 01:04:03,424 All right. 940 01:04:04,091 --> 01:04:07,720 You know, I think people throw things away for a reason. 941 01:04:08,303 --> 01:04:10,014 Some people are stupid. 942 01:04:27,906 --> 01:04:29,241 Sounding good. 943 01:04:31,118 --> 01:04:32,703 You know, when I'm gone... 944 01:04:32,786 --> 01:04:33,829 -Hey, I don't... -...I want... 945 01:04:33,912 --> 01:04:37,332 -Don't. I don't... -No. No. Listen to me. Listen. 946 01:04:38,083 --> 01:04:40,377 I want you to give this guitar 947 01:04:40,461 --> 01:04:42,671 to somebody who can use it. 948 01:04:44,923 --> 01:04:48,844 There's nothing worse than a guitar that's just laying around. 949 01:04:50,262 --> 01:04:53,432 That's sadder than a boat in the desert. 950 01:04:58,937 --> 01:04:59,938 You're right. 951 01:05:00,022 --> 01:05:04,026 These chairs are... butt-ugly. 952 01:05:06,904 --> 01:05:09,031 I don't know what I was thinking. 953 01:05:09,990 --> 01:05:11,158 Neither do I. 954 01:05:21,794 --> 01:05:23,712 I thought all my dreams were dead. 955 01:05:26,715 --> 01:05:29,843 My whole life, I dreamed... of this. 956 01:05:32,763 --> 01:05:33,931 Somethin' good. 957 01:05:35,974 --> 01:05:37,226 With my dad. 958 01:05:44,441 --> 01:05:45,651 And here we are. 959 01:05:51,907 --> 01:05:53,117 Here we are. 960 01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:04,670 Sometimes your dreams can... 961 01:06:04,753 --> 01:06:06,588 ...rise from the ashes. 962 01:06:24,690 --> 01:06:26,567 Hi, I'm Bart. 963 01:06:27,192 --> 01:06:28,527 Bart Millard. 964 01:06:30,779 --> 01:06:32,614 First time I've ever been to anything like this. 965 01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:36,952 My wife thought it would be a good idea for me to come to one of these. 966 01:06:38,829 --> 01:06:42,833 My relationship with my father was complicated, 967 01:06:43,667 --> 01:06:49,423 and now I have a son of my own, so I guess that's why I'm here, to fight for my son. 968 01:06:50,340 --> 01:06:53,427 Welcome, Bart. You'll fit right in here. Thanks for sharing. 969 01:06:53,927 --> 01:06:59,099 This is a safe place to process those things that we can't get past. 970 01:06:59,850 --> 01:07:03,812 Does anyone else have something they'd like to share with the group? 971 01:07:29,213 --> 01:07:30,214 Hey. 972 01:07:30,923 --> 01:07:31,924 Hey. 973 01:07:36,970 --> 01:07:38,263 So... 974 01:07:39,056 --> 01:07:40,349 Twenty questions, yeah? 975 01:07:40,933 --> 01:07:42,351 Twenty questions. 976 01:07:42,434 --> 01:07:44,186 -Twenty questions. -Looks like it. 977 01:07:44,269 --> 01:07:45,854 What's your favorite color? 978 01:07:45,938 --> 01:07:47,022 Brick red. 979 01:07:48,023 --> 01:07:49,024 You? 980 01:07:50,651 --> 01:07:53,111 Like, a salmon kinda... 981 01:07:54,071 --> 01:07:55,155 Favorite book? 982 01:07:56,490 --> 01:07:58,325 Tim's Horatio book. It Is Well. 983 01:07:59,034 --> 01:08:02,621 Yeah. It was really good. I got to read it for a little while. 984 01:08:03,413 --> 01:08:04,957 Never learned how to read. 985 01:08:05,040 --> 01:08:06,416 So I'm gonna go with Green Eggs and Ham. 986 01:08:07,459 --> 01:08:09,670 Favorite sport? Wait, I know. 987 01:08:10,629 --> 01:08:11,672 Football. 988 01:08:11,755 --> 01:08:13,924 If we're talking about real football like soccer, then, yeah. 989 01:08:14,007 --> 01:08:15,592 Okay. 990 01:08:16,093 --> 01:08:17,386 This is a good one. 991 01:08:17,469 --> 01:08:21,139 One thing that's never happened to me that has happened to most? 992 01:08:21,848 --> 01:08:24,351 Well, you're gonna think it's stupid. 993 01:08:24,434 --> 01:08:25,560 No, come on. 994 01:08:28,272 --> 01:08:29,815 I've never seen a shooting star. 995 01:08:29,898 --> 01:08:31,692 You've never seen a shooting star? 996 01:08:31,775 --> 01:08:34,569 Bro, we gotta get you outside more, okay? 997 01:08:34,653 --> 01:08:36,071 Feel like that's on me. 998 01:08:38,115 --> 01:08:39,950 Never seen a shooting star. Okay. 999 01:08:41,576 --> 01:08:43,203 Thanks for setting this up. 1000 01:08:43,287 --> 01:08:44,746 I know we've been kinda... 1001 01:08:44,830 --> 01:08:45,831 Wait, I... 1002 01:08:46,540 --> 01:08:47,582 You didn't set... 1003 01:08:49,001 --> 01:08:50,252 -No. -I thought you sent the... 1004 01:08:50,335 --> 01:08:51,712 No, I didn't. 1005 01:08:56,300 --> 01:08:57,384 That's okay. 1006 01:08:58,468 --> 01:08:59,678 Yeah, it's fine. 1007 01:09:02,723 --> 01:09:04,141 It's fine. I just... 1008 01:09:05,309 --> 01:09:07,436 I'm starting to get a little tired, so I think I'm just gonna go. 1009 01:09:07,519 --> 01:09:10,605 Well, I mean, maybe we could pick this up another time, you know? 1010 01:09:12,524 --> 01:09:13,525 You can go. 1011 01:09:16,403 --> 01:09:17,696 I mean, I want you there. 1012 01:09:18,572 --> 01:09:19,656 On the tour. 1013 01:09:20,615 --> 01:09:21,700 You can go. 1014 01:09:29,875 --> 01:09:31,043 Come on, Bart, let's go. 1015 01:09:31,126 --> 01:09:32,377 -Let's go, Bart. -Let's go, Bart. 1016 01:09:33,503 --> 01:09:35,505 We're burning daylight here. Chop, chop. Come on. 1017 01:09:37,007 --> 01:09:38,550 Did you set me and Sam up 1018 01:09:40,135 --> 01:09:41,762 with the 20 questions thing? 1019 01:09:42,387 --> 01:09:43,388 I did. 1020 01:09:43,930 --> 01:09:49,478 My counselor uses 20 questions a lot to just get things going. 1021 01:09:50,812 --> 01:09:52,022 Just trying to help. 1022 01:09:59,446 --> 01:10:00,614 Keep fighting. 1023 01:10:01,531 --> 01:10:02,616 I will. 1024 01:10:03,575 --> 01:10:04,576 I mean... 1025 01:10:07,162 --> 01:10:08,246 I am. 1026 01:10:13,001 --> 01:10:14,086 I--- 1027 01:10:16,088 --> 01:10:17,130 It's for you. 1028 01:10:19,925 --> 01:10:20,926 Just... 1029 01:10:22,344 --> 01:10:23,762 -I gotta go. -Okay. 1030 01:11:29,286 --> 01:11:30,704 Chex Mix. 1031 01:11:30,787 --> 01:11:32,372 Check, one, two, one, two. 1032 01:11:32,456 --> 01:11:33,623 All right, Sam. That's good, man. 1033 01:11:33,707 --> 01:11:35,041 We're gonna run a song. 1034 01:11:35,125 --> 01:11:36,293 Where's Tim? 1035 01:11:38,420 --> 01:11:39,671 I'm not too sure. 1036 01:11:40,839 --> 01:11:42,340 I'll be right back. Hold on. 1037 01:11:51,016 --> 01:11:52,559 Hey, Tim? 1038 01:11:52,642 --> 01:11:54,311 Tim, they're ready for us. 1039 01:11:54,978 --> 01:11:56,813 My bro, I'm not feeling so great. 1040 01:11:58,106 --> 01:11:59,441 Sound check without me? 1041 01:12:01,109 --> 01:12:02,152 Yeah. 1042 01:12:02,235 --> 01:12:04,529 Sorry, I don't think you understand. I've never done that before. 1043 01:12:04,613 --> 01:12:05,614 I know. 1044 01:12:05,697 --> 01:12:07,115 You're gonna be great, buddy. 1045 01:12:07,199 --> 01:12:09,326 You just go do it. Go do it. 1046 01:12:09,826 --> 01:12:11,369 Okay. Yeah, I'll try. 1047 01:12:15,499 --> 01:12:17,501 Just do what he says. Just do it. 1048 01:12:25,592 --> 01:12:27,093 Tim couldn't make it. 1049 01:12:27,177 --> 01:12:30,430 So... yeah, here we go. 1050 01:12:38,021 --> 01:12:43,109 Whatever my lot 1051 01:12:45,737 --> 01:12:46,738 Okay. 1052 01:12:46,821 --> 01:12:49,908 Thou hast taught me to say 1053 01:12:49,991 --> 01:12:53,161 It is well 1054 01:12:53,245 --> 01:12:56,456 It is well 1055 01:12:56,540 --> 01:13:00,043 With my soul 1056 01:13:02,504 --> 01:13:05,715 Oh, it is well 1057 01:13:09,844 --> 01:13:13,139 With my soul 1058 01:13:15,934 --> 01:13:17,852 It is well 1059 01:13:17,936 --> 01:13:22,315 It is well, it is well, it is well, it is well 1060 01:13:22,399 --> 01:13:26,486 With my soul 1061 01:13:29,906 --> 01:13:34,578 Whatever my lot 1062 01:13:35,453 --> 01:13:41,084 Thou hast taught me to say 1063 01:13:41,876 --> 01:13:44,462 It is well 1064 01:13:45,255 --> 01:13:48,341 It is well 1065 01:13:48,425 --> 01:13:51,928 With my soul 1066 01:14:17,203 --> 01:14:18,204 Okay. 1067 01:14:31,301 --> 01:14:32,302 He's incredible. 1068 01:14:32,385 --> 01:14:33,970 -So good. -Jeez. 1069 01:14:34,054 --> 01:14:35,055 Oh, my gosh. 1070 01:14:38,683 --> 01:14:40,268 -It's unbelievable. -Yeah, man. 1071 01:14:40,352 --> 01:14:42,562 Does this run in the family? 1072 01:14:42,646 --> 01:14:44,064 Coming through. 1073 01:15:27,023 --> 01:15:28,817 Nothing like a good bus breakdown. 1074 01:15:28,900 --> 01:15:31,027 -I was having the most amazing dream. -Welcome to the road. 1075 01:15:31,111 --> 01:15:32,153 Yeah. 1076 01:15:33,238 --> 01:15:34,406 What's up? 1077 01:15:35,156 --> 01:15:36,324 Radiator. 1078 01:15:40,954 --> 01:15:42,997 Okay. Okay, hold it. Okay, okay. 1079 01:15:43,498 --> 01:15:44,541 Weirdest phobias. 1080 01:15:45,500 --> 01:15:47,419 Well, Nathan's gotta have the weirdest. 1081 01:15:47,502 --> 01:15:48,670 100%. 1082 01:15:50,004 --> 01:15:52,507 It's cantilevered toilets. 1083 01:15:52,590 --> 01:15:54,634 -What? What even is that? -I'm serious. 1084 01:15:54,718 --> 01:15:58,471 They're the ones where the thing, it just sticks out from the wall 1085 01:15:58,555 --> 01:16:01,933 and there's nothing underneath it to hold it up so like it's floating there. 1086 01:16:02,016 --> 01:16:03,810 -I don't trust it. I don't like it. -I actually get that. 1087 01:16:03,893 --> 01:16:05,895 -Nathan, you're an alien. -Bizarre. 1088 01:16:07,814 --> 01:16:10,734 Piranhas the movie at the cinema, 1978. 1089 01:16:11,276 --> 01:16:12,402 So how old are you? 1090 01:16:13,903 --> 01:16:15,280 Nice. Thanks. 1091 01:16:15,363 --> 01:16:16,614 No. 1092 01:16:17,449 --> 01:16:18,450 Sam, 1093 01:16:19,409 --> 01:16:20,410 -you're up. -No. No. 1094 01:16:20,493 --> 01:16:21,494 -Yeah, yeah, go on. -No, I... 1095 01:16:21,578 --> 01:16:22,579 -Come on. -It's you, man. 1096 01:16:22,662 --> 01:16:24,038 -Come on, Sam. -Go ahead. 1097 01:16:26,624 --> 01:16:27,751 Needles. 1098 01:16:28,251 --> 01:16:33,882 Yeah, but you've been around needles, like, your whole life, man. 1099 01:16:33,965 --> 01:16:35,842 Sure that must have been hard for you. 1100 01:16:37,385 --> 01:16:38,553 It is what it is. 1101 01:16:41,264 --> 01:16:46,227 You know, sometimes the best way to face your fears is... with friends. 1102 01:16:49,439 --> 01:16:50,648 -No, you first. -Don't look. 1103 01:16:50,732 --> 01:16:51,858 You are? 1104 01:16:51,941 --> 01:16:53,067 -Are we doing this? -Okay. 1105 01:16:53,151 --> 01:16:55,028 -Three, two... -Two... 1106 01:16:55,111 --> 01:16:56,321 -Do the thumb. -...one. 1107 01:17:00,283 --> 01:17:01,701 Bunch of lightweights. 1108 01:17:01,785 --> 01:17:03,077 That was a good one. 1109 01:17:04,746 --> 01:17:05,997 Do you know how many times I've done this? 1110 01:17:06,080 --> 01:17:07,248 Come on. 1111 01:17:08,082 --> 01:17:09,667 Blood brothers! 1112 01:17:12,420 --> 01:17:13,838 What say ye? 1113 01:17:16,299 --> 01:17:17,801 -I"'m in. -Yeah! 1114 01:17:17,884 --> 01:17:19,928 -Yeah. Why not? -Let's get weird. 1115 01:17:20,011 --> 01:17:21,137 -Okay. -Dude. 1116 01:17:21,221 --> 01:17:22,222 -This can't be safe. -All right. 1117 01:17:22,305 --> 01:17:24,098 -Come on. Come on, man. -All right. Coming. I'm coming. 1118 01:17:25,183 --> 01:17:26,601 Guys, come on. 1119 01:17:26,684 --> 01:17:29,062 You're as much a part of this as anybody. Let's go. 1120 01:17:29,145 --> 01:17:30,814 -You first. Go ahead. Get in there. -Come on, Sammy. 1121 01:17:30,897 --> 01:17:31,981 -Go ahead, you're in. You're in. -Come on, Sam. 1122 01:17:32,065 --> 01:17:33,066 -Yeah! -Bring it in. 1123 01:17:33,149 --> 01:17:34,234 Come on, Sammy, get in here. 1124 01:17:34,317 --> 01:17:35,610 Yeah, let's go. 1125 01:17:37,028 --> 01:17:38,780 -Okay. -Yeah. 1126 01:17:40,865 --> 01:17:42,325 And now we all have hepatitis. 1127 01:17:44,744 --> 01:17:46,871 -That was great. Thanks. -Nice job, guys. 1128 01:18:11,646 --> 01:18:12,689 Favorite food? 1129 01:18:18,987 --> 01:18:20,572 Hit me with that In-N-Out Burger. 1130 01:18:21,447 --> 01:18:23,408 Double-Double, animal style. 1131 01:18:23,950 --> 01:18:24,951 Fries. 1132 01:18:26,077 --> 01:18:27,370 Neapolitan shake. 1133 01:18:28,371 --> 01:18:29,372 Call it a night. 1134 01:18:32,792 --> 01:18:34,127 Favorite season? 1135 01:18:35,044 --> 01:18:36,045 Summer. 1136 01:18:37,046 --> 01:18:38,047 Cool. 1137 01:18:38,673 --> 01:18:39,841 Why? 1138 01:18:39,924 --> 01:18:42,427 The shots were always worse in the cold. 1139 01:18:43,303 --> 01:18:46,306 So, you know, summer helped. 1140 01:18:48,391 --> 01:18:49,434 I got you. 1141 01:18:50,268 --> 01:18:51,686 Let me see, seasons. 1142 01:18:53,021 --> 01:18:54,522 I gotta say spring. 1143 01:18:55,732 --> 01:18:56,733 You know? 1144 01:18:57,817 --> 01:18:59,152 Everything gets a redo. 1145 01:18:59,736 --> 01:19:00,737 Yeah. 1146 01:19:01,529 --> 01:19:02,697 Redos are good. 1147 01:19:04,616 --> 01:19:05,700 Redos are good. 1148 01:19:07,744 --> 01:19:09,871 What was your favorite moment with your dad? 1149 01:19:18,421 --> 01:19:19,756 It was his last day... 1150 01:19:21,633 --> 01:19:26,220 and... he told me he was proud of me and that he loved me. 1151 01:19:27,931 --> 01:19:28,932 Only time. 1152 01:19:30,224 --> 01:19:31,351 It was... 1153 01:19:34,270 --> 01:19:35,396 everything. 1154 01:19:38,733 --> 01:19:39,734 You? 1155 01:19:48,201 --> 01:19:49,452 I'm sorry, son. 1156 01:19:51,996 --> 01:19:52,997 I'm trying. 1157 01:19:53,081 --> 01:19:54,082 I know. 1158 01:20:00,004 --> 01:20:02,465 I mean, all my life, me and my dad, we had a... 1159 01:20:04,717 --> 01:20:07,428 complicated relationship, to say the least. 1160 01:20:11,099 --> 01:20:12,809 I never wanted to be that to you. 1161 01:20:14,978 --> 01:20:19,565 But then stuff happens and then... you find brand new ways to hurt your son 1162 01:20:19,649 --> 01:20:23,403 and somehow you find yourself back in the same chair. 1163 01:20:25,530 --> 01:20:27,490 In the end, me and my dad, we... 1164 01:20:29,117 --> 01:20:30,743 we were good. 1165 01:20:33,121 --> 01:20:35,039 I hope that for me and you, too. 1166 01:20:36,457 --> 01:20:37,458 Every day. 1167 01:20:44,340 --> 01:20:46,300 Whoa, are you seeing this? 1168 01:20:46,384 --> 01:20:49,012 What? That is awesome. 1169 01:21:57,080 --> 01:21:58,122 Thank you. 1170 01:22:25,525 --> 01:22:26,984 Bart, get up, get up, get up. 1171 01:22:27,068 --> 01:22:28,528 We can't get him to wake up! Come on! 1172 01:22:29,403 --> 01:22:30,863 Sam! Sam. 1173 01:22:30,947 --> 01:22:32,740 -Please wake up! -Hey, Tim, Tim. 1174 01:22:32,824 --> 01:22:34,492 Dad, I don't know what happened. He just collapsed. 1175 01:22:34,575 --> 01:22:36,077 Hey, it's okay. It's okay. 1176 01:22:36,160 --> 01:22:37,995 -Is he breathing? -What do we do? 1177 01:22:38,079 --> 01:22:39,831 Brick, you gotta get "em here quick. 1178 01:22:39,914 --> 01:22:41,249 Yeah, we just, we're northbound. 1179 01:22:41,332 --> 01:22:44,252 We just passed mile marker 367. We need you to hurry. 1180 01:22:45,628 --> 01:22:46,796 Please hurry. 1181 01:23:10,069 --> 01:23:13,447 I asked the staff if I could, like, push a button, 1182 01:23:13,531 --> 01:23:16,159 make the heart monitor do that flat line thingie, 1183 01:23:16,242 --> 01:23:18,536 like, right when you walked in. 1184 01:23:19,537 --> 01:23:21,414 They told me it'd be in poor taste. 1185 01:23:22,540 --> 01:23:24,292 It's funny, though, right? 1186 01:23:25,293 --> 01:23:26,544 It's pretty funny. 1187 01:23:27,962 --> 01:23:30,047 Yeah, they gave me something to sleep. 1188 01:23:31,340 --> 01:23:33,134 I don't know how much longer I'I... 1189 01:23:38,931 --> 01:23:40,308 I'm messing with you. 1190 01:23:43,853 --> 01:23:46,689 But they did give me something. 1191 01:23:48,649 --> 01:23:50,818 Boy, it's really coming down. 1192 01:23:57,366 --> 01:24:03,456 The... doctors told me I can't finish the tour. 1193 01:24:05,541 --> 01:24:09,629 They're gonna have to operate a little sooner than they hoped. 1194 01:24:09,712 --> 01:24:12,089 -I'm sorry, man. -No, I'm sorry. 1195 01:24:13,507 --> 01:24:17,345 I feel like I'm letting you guys down. I really wanted to finish this. 1196 01:24:17,845 --> 01:24:19,305 Man, don't say that. 1197 01:24:20,097 --> 01:24:21,307 Wow. 1198 01:24:23,684 --> 01:24:27,104 Wow, the things I may never finish, wow. 1199 01:24:29,315 --> 01:24:32,526 Hey, speaking of, how's our song coming along? 1200 01:24:33,069 --> 01:24:36,864 Like, I got through the chorus and the bridge. 1201 01:24:36,948 --> 01:24:39,283 I just... I got tripped up on the verses. 1202 01:24:39,367 --> 01:24:42,870 -I know it wouldn't take much to finish... -I haven't listened to it, man. 1203 01:24:44,956 --> 01:24:45,957 I'm sorry. 1204 01:24:47,625 --> 01:24:49,919 Well, that hurts my feelings a little. 1205 01:24:55,258 --> 01:24:56,384 I guess... 1206 01:24:58,427 --> 01:25:03,391 sometimes you win some, sometimes you lose some. 1207 01:25:04,934 --> 01:25:08,479 Whoa, drugs are really kicking in right now. 1208 01:25:10,481 --> 01:25:14,277 I don't think you're gonna have to suffer this fool much longer. 1209 01:25:15,111 --> 01:25:16,112 I don't know. 1210 01:25:18,239 --> 01:25:20,366 Feel like I could suffer him a little longer. 1211 01:25:22,994 --> 01:25:24,829 That's outta character for you. 1212 01:25:26,372 --> 01:25:27,623 I'm flattered. 1213 01:25:33,671 --> 01:25:39,760 Now there's one beautiful thing... suffering does. 1214 01:25:43,764 --> 01:25:45,349 It teaches you empathy. 1215 01:25:48,436 --> 01:25:49,812 In my song, 1216 01:25:51,689 --> 01:25:53,190 God is in the fire. 1217 01:25:55,318 --> 01:25:56,736 That's funny. 1218 01:25:58,529 --> 01:26:00,823 I can see it now. 1219 01:26:03,034 --> 01:26:05,036 God is in the storm, too. 1220 01:26:07,580 --> 01:26:09,665 Maybe God's in everything. 1221 01:26:11,500 --> 01:26:13,169 Wouldn't that be... 1222 01:27:04,929 --> 01:27:07,932 I've always been obsessed with It Is Well With My Soul. 1223 01:27:08,015 --> 01:27:11,602 One of the hardest redemption stories I've ever heard, 1224 01:27:11,685 --> 01:27:14,355 which led to one of the greatest hymns of all time. 1225 01:27:15,773 --> 01:27:17,191 I'd love to write a song like that someday. 1226 01:27:27,451 --> 01:27:31,580 So, Bart, if you're listening to this, I'm probably dead. 1227 01:27:32,957 --> 01:27:34,625 I'm kidding, I'm kidding. No, no, it was a joke. 1228 01:27:34,708 --> 01:27:36,335 That was just a great joke. 1229 01:27:37,044 --> 01:27:38,838 Yeah, okay, so, here we go. 1230 01:27:51,434 --> 01:27:52,935 I guess... 1231 01:27:54,437 --> 01:27:58,149 sometimes you win some and sometimes you lose some. 1232 01:28:01,694 --> 01:28:03,612 I think God gave our kid the wrong dad. 1233 01:28:05,156 --> 01:28:06,866 Like, I'm the wrong one. 1234 01:28:15,916 --> 01:28:17,751 Man, why does life have to be so hard? 1235 01:28:19,503 --> 01:28:23,174 Why don't you show up face to face for us when everything goes dark? 1236 01:28:24,758 --> 01:28:27,928 My grief and my gratitude. 1237 01:28:29,180 --> 01:28:31,390 I'm trying to find a way to hold them both... 1238 01:28:32,808 --> 01:28:34,059 together. 1239 01:28:37,605 --> 01:28:38,898 In my song, 1240 01:28:39,607 --> 01:28:41,317 God is in the fire. 1241 01:28:43,736 --> 01:28:45,821 God is in the storm, too. 1242 01:28:47,865 --> 01:28:50,993 Shannon, hey, it's me. 1243 01:28:52,703 --> 01:28:54,747 Just checking in. I... 1244 01:28:56,290 --> 01:28:58,876 Hilary's still at the hospital with Tim and... 1245 01:29:01,378 --> 01:29:02,796 it's not looking good. 1246 01:29:15,309 --> 01:29:17,144 He wanted me to work on this song for him. 1247 01:29:17,770 --> 01:29:19,355 I finished it last night 1248 01:29:20,064 --> 01:29:22,358 and I don't know, something about it feels different. 1249 01:29:22,441 --> 01:29:25,110 I haven't really gotten this feeling about a song in a long time. 1250 01:29:25,194 --> 01:29:29,114 Just... excited to share it with you. 1251 01:29:30,866 --> 01:29:33,536 Our final show at Red Rocks is at the end of the week. 1252 01:29:34,370 --> 01:29:36,455 Man, I wish you guys could be there with me. 1253 01:29:37,873 --> 01:29:40,376 I miss you and the kids. 1254 01:29:41,001 --> 01:29:42,378 I think things are gonna be different. 1255 01:29:43,045 --> 01:29:44,088 I've been fighting. 1256 01:29:44,713 --> 01:29:46,090 Been really fighting. 1257 01:29:48,717 --> 01:29:49,927 I love you, Millard. 1258 01:30:37,266 --> 01:30:41,270 To sing this song 1259 01:30:54,533 --> 01:30:55,701 You having a good time? 1260 01:30:57,870 --> 01:30:59,121 Man, what a crowd. 1261 01:31:02,583 --> 01:31:04,501 This is our final stop. 1262 01:31:04,585 --> 01:31:07,963 It's... been an unforgettable tour. 1263 01:31:09,381 --> 01:31:11,634 It got us thinking if we could... 1264 01:31:11,717 --> 01:31:14,261 if we could sing just one last song for you, 1265 01:31:15,137 --> 01:31:18,390 before this thing was over, what would we sing? 1266 01:31:19,558 --> 01:31:20,809 So... 1267 01:31:23,228 --> 01:31:24,396 this is it. 1268 01:31:46,335 --> 01:31:48,545 -Absolutely. Yeah, yeah. Okay. -Come on. Talk to the guy. 1269 01:31:49,213 --> 01:31:50,547 Hey, Sam. 1270 01:31:51,256 --> 01:31:52,257 What are we doing? 1271 01:31:56,095 --> 01:31:57,096 You wanna play with us? 1272 01:31:58,305 --> 01:32:00,015 -Come on. -Sam is joining. 1273 01:32:00,099 --> 01:32:02,184 -He's coming for you. Get ready. -Okay. 1274 01:32:06,188 --> 01:32:08,607 I have to do this. 1275 01:32:08,691 --> 01:32:09,858 This is my son. 1276 01:32:18,701 --> 01:32:20,077 Yeah, yeah. 1277 01:32:20,160 --> 01:32:22,121 This is my son 1278 01:32:23,997 --> 01:32:25,082 and we've been through a lot. 1279 01:32:27,501 --> 01:32:30,629 This last song was written by our dear friend, Tim Timmons. 1280 01:32:31,422 --> 01:32:32,506 He's... 1281 01:32:33,632 --> 01:32:35,259 He's real sick right now. 1282 01:32:36,427 --> 01:32:39,722 But he graciously let me finish this one with him 1283 01:32:40,514 --> 01:32:41,724 and... 1284 01:32:46,228 --> 01:32:47,730 Tim couldn’t be here tonight, 1285 01:32:48,856 --> 01:32:50,983 but he always gives a powerful gift to the world 1286 01:32:51,066 --> 01:32:53,277 and the same powerful gift that he gave me, 1287 01:32:54,570 --> 01:32:55,738 gratitude. 1288 01:32:57,781 --> 01:33:00,033 Unflinching gratitude. 1289 01:33:02,536 --> 01:33:04,747 There's so much beauty in the world and... 1290 01:33:07,332 --> 01:33:08,876 There's so much beauty in it... 1291 01:33:12,004 --> 01:33:13,172 Shannon? 1292 01:33:14,590 --> 01:33:16,008 Ladies and gentlemen, 1293 01:33:16,091 --> 01:33:18,927 my beautiful wife, Shannon is here tonight. Give it up for Shannon. 1294 01:33:19,511 --> 01:33:20,971 What are you doing here, babe? 1295 01:33:23,557 --> 01:33:26,018 And is that Tim and Hilary, too? 1296 01:33:26,101 --> 01:33:27,561 Okay. I don't know what's going on right now. 1297 01:33:27,644 --> 01:33:31,523 Ladies and gentlemen, my man, Tim Timmons is in the house right now with his wife. 1298 01:33:31,607 --> 01:33:32,941 Give it up for them. Come on. 1299 01:33:33,776 --> 01:33:35,694 I thought you were in the hospital, man. 1300 01:33:36,195 --> 01:33:37,404 What are you doing here? 1301 01:33:44,912 --> 01:33:46,038 This one's for Tim. 1302 01:34:00,052 --> 01:34:02,846 They say sometimes you win some 1303 01:34:03,680 --> 01:34:06,433 Sometimes you lose some 1304 01:34:09,061 --> 01:34:10,521 Right now 1305 01:34:11,313 --> 01:34:15,400 Right now I'm losing bad 1306 01:34:18,111 --> 01:34:20,364 Stood on this stage 1307 01:34:20,447 --> 01:34:22,449 Night after night 1308 01:34:22,533 --> 01:34:26,411 Reminding the broken it'll be all right 1309 01:34:26,495 --> 01:34:27,913 But right now 1310 01:34:28,789 --> 01:34:32,793 Oh, right now I just can't 1311 01:34:35,796 --> 01:34:37,256 It's easy to sing 1312 01:34:37,339 --> 01:34:41,260 When there's nothing to bring me down 1313 01:34:44,304 --> 01:34:45,931 What will I say 1314 01:34:46,014 --> 01:34:47,808 When I'm held to the flame 1315 01:34:47,891 --> 01:34:52,062 Like I am right now 1316 01:34:52,688 --> 01:34:57,192 I know You're able and I know You can 1317 01:34:57,276 --> 01:35:01,572 Save through the fire with Your mighty hand 1318 01:35:01,655 --> 01:35:04,825 But even if You don't 1319 01:35:05,492 --> 01:35:11,915 My hope is You alone 1320 01:35:13,584 --> 01:35:16,712 They say it only takes a little faith 1321 01:35:17,838 --> 01:35:20,883 To move a mountain 1322 01:35:22,384 --> 01:35:24,553 Good thing 1323 01:35:25,304 --> 01:35:29,266 'Cause little faith is all I have 1324 01:35:29,349 --> 01:35:30,934 Right now 1325 01:35:32,269 --> 01:35:33,687 God, when You choose 1326 01:35:33,770 --> 01:35:37,983 To leave mountains unmovable 1327 01:35:40,235 --> 01:35:44,323 Oh, give me the strength to be able to sing 1328 01:35:44,406 --> 01:35:47,284 It is well with 1329 01:35:47,367 --> 01:35:49,578 My soul 1330 01:35:49,661 --> 01:35:53,498 I know You're able and I know You can 1331 01:35:53,582 --> 01:35:57,878 Save through the fire with Your mighty hand 1332 01:35:57,961 --> 01:36:01,298 But even if You don't 1333 01:36:01,798 --> 01:36:06,929 My hope is You alone 1334 01:36:07,012 --> 01:36:10,974 I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt 1335 01:36:11,058 --> 01:36:15,103 Would all go away if You'd just say the word 1336 01:36:15,187 --> 01:36:19,191 -But even if You don't -Even if You don't 1337 01:36:19,274 --> 01:36:23,487 My hope is You alone 1338 01:36:23,570 --> 01:36:26,281 You've been faithful 1339 01:36:26,365 --> 01:36:29,534 You've been good 1340 01:36:29,618 --> 01:36:32,079 All of my days 1341 01:36:32,162 --> 01:36:38,251 Jesus, I will cling to You 1342 01:36:38,335 --> 01:36:40,295 Come what may 1343 01:36:40,379 --> 01:36:43,215 'Cause I know You're able 1344 01:36:44,883 --> 01:36:47,177 I know You can 1345 01:36:50,305 --> 01:36:52,265 I know You're able 1346 01:36:52,349 --> 01:36:54,518 And I know You can 1347 01:36:54,601 --> 01:36:58,647 Save through the fire with Your mighty hand 1348 01:36:58,730 --> 01:37:02,693 But even if You don't 1349 01:37:02,776 --> 01:37:07,656 My hope is You alone 1350 01:37:07,739 --> 01:37:09,741 I know the sorrow 1351 01:37:09,825 --> 01:37:12,035 I know the hurt 1352 01:37:12,119 --> 01:37:16,081 Would all go away if You'd just say the word 1353 01:37:16,164 --> 01:37:19,459 But even if You don't 1354 01:37:20,210 --> 01:37:26,008 My hope is You alone 1355 01:37:32,597 --> 01:37:39,146 My hope is You alone 1356 01:38:09,634 --> 01:38:11,428 It is well 1357 01:38:13,472 --> 01:38:15,766 With my soul 1358 01:38:17,559 --> 01:38:19,978 It is well 1359 01:38:20,062 --> 01:38:25,984 It is well with 1360 01:38:26,526 --> 01:38:33,533 My soul 1361 01:38:40,832 --> 01:38:41,875 Wow! 1362 01:38:59,184 --> 01:39:00,477 I'm so proud of you. 1363 01:39:01,103 --> 01:39:02,145 I've always been proud of you. 1364 01:39:03,688 --> 01:39:04,981 You're the best part of me, son. 1365 01:39:21,206 --> 01:39:23,333 All right, Tim, Shannon, I'm coming for you. 1366 01:39:40,517 --> 01:39:41,518 You did it, man. 1367 01:39:42,018 --> 01:39:43,520 Horatio's soul. 1368 01:39:43,603 --> 01:39:44,813 My soul, man. 1369 01:39:45,814 --> 01:39:46,857 No, Tim. 1370 01:39:47,816 --> 01:39:49,276 You don't even see it, do you? 1371 01:39:50,152 --> 01:39:51,153 It's you. 1372 01:39:52,654 --> 01:39:54,364 The song is you. 1373 01:39:57,450 --> 01:39:58,702 Thank you for showing me the way back. 1374 01:40:00,662 --> 01:40:01,788 Your X is crooked. 1375 01:40:01,872 --> 01:40:04,624 Yean, man. You gotta learn how to draw straight lines, you weirdo. 1376 01:40:07,544 --> 01:40:08,920 Go get the girl, bro. 1377 01:40:23,810 --> 01:40:25,020 I'm back, Millard. 1378 01:40:25,604 --> 01:40:26,646 I'm back. 1379 01:40:28,064 --> 01:40:29,232 No. 1380 01:40:30,483 --> 01:40:31,735 You're home. 1381 01:40:51,254 --> 01:40:52,422 "I found a song 1382 01:40:52,505 --> 01:40:56,676 “that opened my life up to things I could never have possibly imagined. 1383 01:40:58,637 --> 01:41:03,892 "A hard song, of loss, heartbreak, grief, 1384 01:41:04,976 --> 01:41:10,523 "and yet a song that made me believe dreams do come true. 1385 01:41:12,859 --> 01:41:16,738 "Through the ages, as artists of faith, we search for the sacred, 1386 01:41:17,364 --> 01:41:19,157 "the eternal. 1387 01:41:19,241 --> 01:41:23,620 "We sing of the things that last and stand the test of time, 1388 01:41:24,788 --> 01:41:28,083 "always looking for the strength and the truth to be able to say, 1389 01:41:28,833 --> 01:41:30,627 "It is well with my soul.™ 1390 01:41:32,254 --> 01:41:34,089 "Sometimes all we can do is look to Heaven 1391 01:41:34,839 --> 01:41:37,968 "past all the happily-ever-afters that may never come. 1392 01:41:38,051 --> 01:41:40,804 "All of the unanswered questions and just say, 1393 01:41:40,887 --> 01:41:43,682 "'No matter what, I trust You.' 1394 01:41:45,517 --> 01:41:49,646 "Because in the end, we're all just a small part of an eternal story. 1395 01:41:50,689 --> 01:41:52,774 "The story of the goodness of God." 1396 01:41:55,277 --> 01:41:56,569 "What do you do 1397 01:41:57,654 --> 01:42:02,826 "when the only thing in the world you have to hang on to is a song?" 1398 01:42:07,580 --> 01:42:08,832 You keep holding on. 1399 01:44:32,976 --> 01:44:34,144 Say, Dad... 1400 01:44:35,687 --> 01:44:38,815 do you ever wanna talk about your feelings? 1401 01:44:41,109 --> 01:44:42,152 Not really. 1402 01:44:43,945 --> 01:44:45,196 Yeah, me neither. 1403 01:44:46,906 --> 01:44:49,993 Thanks for the... for the book. 1404 01:49:14,006 --> 01:49:15,299 In another section, I was thinking...